People have been wanting to go back in time but not me. I have always thought that the things we did are already done and cannot be changed. I am afraid of changing the past for I am contented with what I have now or so I thought. I'm terrified of the thought that the present that I am living now will disappear.

"Mister Dark! I called you many times, why are you spacing out?"

"Sorry Miss...uh what is it again?"

"I asked you to take these advanced homework and answer it while you're out on a trip so you won't miss any topics. Pass it to me after your trip with your family okay?"

"Yes Miss thanks for understanding."

"Okay you can go home now."

It was after that day when it happened. We were leaving and excited for our family trip.

"Dark! Lina! Come on bring your things in the car."

"Yes Dad coming!"

I felt someone poking my back and when I turned it was Lina.

"Brother! It's so heavy!"

She said with her puppy eyes while carrying her bags.

"Yeah yeah... and why does a 6 year old girl have 3 luggages? Where are you using all of that for?"

"Only girls will know thay this is all what I need for my personal necessity."

"Geez you talk like your older than me."

"Kids hurry up we need to be on time."

"Yes mama coming!"

Said Lina while running towards the car.

After that we started our trip. We were singing inside the car and laughing with the stories mom and dad were telling. It was such a precious and warm moment. I thought would last forever... or so I thought.

*sound of life supporter beeping

"Check his pulse!"

I hear someone shouting. Where am I? It's all blur I can't see clearly. Where is Lina? Mom and Dad? I remember we were in the car singing and laughing... I was dumbfounded when I remembered what happened. We were in the car and a truck just hit the side of the car we were riding. The last thing I remember is the loud sound of the truck hitting the car... Where are they? Are they okay? I need to see them.

"His pulse is stable now."

"Doctor! The patient moved his finger!"

"Check his eyes."

"He seems concious."

"Move him to his room."

Words I heard before my sight went black.

Move! I need to move! I want to see my family...

I felt my fingers moved, I can control it. I slowly opened my eyes and my vision slowly began to clear. I lifted my hand and saw a needle attached to it. So of course I'm at the hospital. Someone suddenly entered the room. She was in blue uniform so I guess she's a nurse.

"Oh you're awake."

"The doctor is coming but I'll tell him to hurry please wait a minute."

"Wait!"

I shouted.

"My family... arey they okay?"

She suddenly stopped and slowly turned around. She was about to speak but someone entered and spoke.

"They are in a vegetative state."

"Doctor!" Said the nurse

"There's no point denying the fact it will only hurt him more." The doctor coldly said.

I was dumbfounded.

"What do you mean?" I asked again

"Clearly speaking they are in a coma. Your sister, mom and dad."

Those words didn't sink in. I don't understand... I can't take it! I won't take it!

"No! That can't be!" I yelled and before I knew it, tears started falling out of my eyes. That is when I began wanting to change the past.

...To be continued...

1 year later after the accident

"Hurry up boy! Don't make the customers wait!"

How...did it come to this? I hate this bright place. I hate everyone.

"F***! My shirt got dirty! Don't you have eyes? Who's the manager here!" She shouted.

"What? What are you looking at? You got money to pay for this?! huh?! This is more precious than your life!" She yelled at my face. I didn't say a word.

"What happened here?" Asked the owner of the cafe

"I want to be compensated for the mess he made on my clothes."

"Ah yes! Yes maam we'll pay for it, don't worry." He said to her while continuously bowing and apologizing.

"Clara! You take charge of Dark's duty I need to talk tohim, I'll pay you extra for today." He politely said to her.

"Yes sir no problem." She answered

"Dark, let's talk at my office." He said while looking at me eye to eye. I didn't say anything I jist followed him quietly.

We arrived at the office. He then took a folder from his desk and threw it to my face.

"Are you crazy huh?!" He yelled angrily

"You  think you'll get away with this?!"

"We only hired you because we have no other choice! Let that sink into your f***ing head you mother****er!"

He yelled and cursed at me but I don't care what he says anymore. I'm also just working here because I have no other choice. It's not like my parents and Lina will miraculously recover if I continue to stay here. I have 3 more part time jobs to do tommorow. I have no time to listen to him swearing and insulting me.

"Are you done?" I said which made him stop yelling for a second and made him more angry than he already is.

"You ******! You're fired!" He yelled with all his energy left.

"Okay. Also can you give me my pay for this week." I added.

It made him more furious. He then took an envelope out from his cabinet and threw it to me. I walked out of there without saying anything after that. I went straight to my home.

*fast forward

"Hey loser! Pick up my bag!" Dio said and threw me his bag.

"I'm hungry! Buy something sweet." Cleo said and looked at me.

"Oh right! You don't have money haha. Sorry I forgot. Here take this!" Cleo added and threw me the money. It all went flying and I have to pick it all before it gets swayed by the air again.

"Keep the change. It's for your vegetable sister hahaha!"

I looked at them. They are laughing. I'm so angry I clenched my fist really hard and they saw it.

"Oh ho! You're angry huh? You wanna punch me?" Dio said and kicked my face.

"You've got balls now don't ya?!" Cleo said while punching me.

"You **** don't look at me like that! I'm gonna beat you until you become vegetative like your useless sister!"

He said which made me furious. I couldn't take it anymore. I want to kill him. I don't know what's gotten into me. I saw a brick and took it. Without thinking I run towards Dio and beat him up with it until his face is not recognizable. I looked at Cleo and he just stood there trembling.

"You psycho! Stay away from me!" He said wothout moving from his location. He froze.

I run towards him and hit him with the brick. I was out of my mind. I hit him over and over that the blood covered my shirt and face. I looked at his unrecognizable face and threw the brick.

"What have I done?" I said while trembling. What do I do now? I really don't know. I ran out of that alleyway. I ran as fast as I could. My house is just near that neighbourhood so I took the shortcut and dark alleyways so no one could see me. I arrived into my house. After I cleaned myself I set all the lights off. I'm still in fear. What if the police comes? What do I do now? Mom? Dad? What am I doing... They're already dead. Lina? I don't have the money to support you now. I cried and cried until I thought of suicide. I really am crazy. So what? I couldn't take it anymore. I would prefer dying and only seeing dark than living with those disgusting humans. And so I tied the rope. I then hanged myself in the darkness.

Why is my life like this? I was a good son, a good brother. I didn't offend anyone. I lived peacefully, so why? Why am I the only one suffering? It should be the criminals... wait I alreadry am a criminal. I killed Dio and Cleo. Dad and mom died because I couldn't pay the bills for the life supporter. Lina is in critical condition and the doctor said she only has 3 days to live. Why am I this unfortunate? There are no gods! There isn't a God!

"I exist"

A loud voice I heard.

"I am God"

He said.

God?hahahahaha... Don't play with me! You must be thd Evil who did this to me! What God lives in a dark place instead of palace? I must be crazy. Didn't I already killed myself? Who is the one talking? I can't see. It's all black.

"I am not evil. I am God. The one and only God. I am here to give you a chance."

I was dumbfounded.

"Y-you can hear my thoughts?"

"Of course I can. I am God after all."

"What do you mean chance? If you're God can you turn me back in time? After all it's you who made this unfortunate things happen to me."

"It isn't my doing young man. It is you who made all of that happen. I am just watching you live your lives. I don't plan on interfering."

"So you can't turn me back in time?"

"Oh? But you always say that time is irreversible therefore what has already happened is done and cannot be changed? Did you have a change of heart?"

"Well... You are God after all? or maybe you really are just someone evil. And what's the ppint talking to me?"

"I have showed up because before you died you said I dont exist. That is why I'm talking to you know to prove that I am real."

"Please God. I'll do everything you tell me to do. Just please ive me another chance."

"Oh ho! Alright. I'm doing this to teach you a lesson. Try your best and do everything you can to change the mistakes you've made in the past. I'll be watching you."

He said while I hear his voice slowly getting silent.

"Huh? That easy? Really?" I said in shock.

Suddenly it feels like I'm lying on the bed I slowly opened my eyes and like a miracle I woke up in a bright and familiar sorrounding... I realized it's my room when mom and dad was still alive and Lina was still healthy. Someone knocked on the door and I heard a familiar voice. It's my sister telling me to wake up and eat the breakfast with them. I was dumbfounded. I know that it is my sister's voice. I ran to the door and opened it. I saw my sister pouting while saying that I scares her. I couldn't hold back my tears and cried while hugging my sister.

...To be continued...