Hiatus
introduction
in the name of owner of sea 🌊and wind 🌬️🌫️
Hi dear who reading this (^^)
in the first step I have to say that if you are looking for 🔞🔞novels and moment so here isn't your place
here is place for ones who are looking for deep feelings
so welcome to my story ❤️📚
I bet it's gonna give you a deep magic full effection🌠
here is a world between reality and imaginationB-)
this is a place which ink magic and words say spells and papers fly 🦅
this episode is only some of my words to you ❤️to know what kind of novel you are reading
paradox between forgiveness and revenge
love and hate
calmness and exciting feelings
I really have no idea about why I'm start play with words and share it to you guys
but I feel it's the only right thing
this was only introduction about my novel
story start from next episode
whish you will love this ❤️
chapter one
Hi everyone ❤️💙
it's anahid
I want to open a door to my world
peridot 🎶📚
today is a same day just like others
it's me and me all alone in vid cause faerie never talk to me
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children run away from me cause they say I'm disastrous
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a girl with no Purpose
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...its what they call me with
I never had a name
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so after while I just decided to get. far from them
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and now I'm in vid
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today vid is like a room which walls are warped by mirrors
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cause I don't know how I'll pass my day
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the situation is uncomfortable
walls with no feeling on
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so I just closed my eyes and tried to remember those green grass on erarth
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and when I open my 👀👀 place was full of grass
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🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿
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Walking on grass waked no feeling in my heart
cause I never didn't walk on real ground
all this are some imagination in my mind about 🌏🌎🌍
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but wait!!why so disappointed
(( every day is a chance )) I repeat to motivate my self
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**start walking
third person 💙❤️
finally riching destination is hope full
third person 💙❤️
she start walk to that shinee hole
third person 💙❤️
a door to earth
third person 💙❤️
a hopeful heart start beating with thinking about chance to prove herself
third person 💙❤️
but suddenly sth punch her body
third person 💙❤️
that conservator around earth stope her motivated soul
peridot 🎶📚
sitting on this invisible walls make me feel like a loser
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Being broken , unhappy , talent less , purpose less and lost.
in this invisible prison make me feel like a widow who is forced to marry her brother in law
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no choice just like a slave with no responsibility
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who has to accept the bitter feat
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a pain start in my head
my hand start shaking
my face become red
and it's hard to breath...
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salty tears fall down on my face
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it felt like s.o is punching my heart
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I felt nothing under my body
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falling down with out any idea about where the hell I'm going
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so I just closed my eyes and let the wind take me any where
second chapter
In the name of master of love and hate ❤️
Hi everyone☄️
it's anahid
sorry for being late❤️💙
third person 💙❤️
Location: London / England
time ⏳: 00:00 am
sprent 🐍🦅
rainy gray streets give me creepy feelings
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I always hated rain
all bad memories engraved on my Brain in rainy nights
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like the night when he (dad) killed my most important person
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when he killed Nana I lost everything
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plus rain I hate cocaine too
if he wasn't cadaver because of cocaine he never would choked her
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after Nana everything became simple
and all days. pass
days
weeks
months
years
I'm totally done
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Nana always told me that ((if I be good person all good things will happen for me ))
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but I guess she was sweet lier
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🔊🙎🔊🙎🔊🙎🔊🙎🔊🙎🔊🙎
all my norons use their energy to blame myself for this fucking life
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so I use headphones to kill them in minute
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MUSIC ...being free and happy for ever
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then I decide to lei down on ground ,!!
mabye cold ground can kill this fier
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full of vacuity and happy
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all free from this stupid , gold diggers
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but some honks are bothering me
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so louder music = peace full mind
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but suddenly I was flying
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suddenly everything become small and use less
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all bad feelings , starvation , wars and illnesses
became nothing
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it was pain less
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so I just closed my eyes
to let my soul feel calm
sprent 🐍🦅
but suddenly sth push me back
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