Hi my name is.. uhm I don't actually know my name, but the people in the rehabilitation center call me Qi, Yes its Qi, Qi means abandoned in china. Well If you guys are wondering why I'm here in rehab. It's because 6 months ago, the people of the rehabilitation center saw me at the streets near they're place, They said that I was crying and laughing at the same time, they said that I was craz. They also said that I was maybe from a great place cause of the clothes I was wearing that day.

"There must be an accident happened to you because you were crying saying brother and some parts of your clothes were stained by blood" they said to me when I woke up afer they took me in.

At that time my head was completely blank, I thought that I was just a normal patient there, but last weak I started having this dream of me crying and holding someone's hands there were two guys laying beside me.

I tried to look at their face but it was blurred and it looked like one of them was still alive and tried to talk but i couldn't hear them and then I woke up with my eyes tearing up, I tried to get up but my head was feeling dizzy but I still stood up and then I fell down on the floor.

I couldn't talk properly and I couldn't even shout help but thankfully someone was coming to my room and saw me after that I blacked out and I just woked up a week after.

...I still couldn't get mind of the weird dream but I felt like there was a connection of me and that dream....

Well i think I'm gonna investigate this secretly. Even though I'm not crazy I still have some amnesia so I have no choice but still stay in this rehabilitation center, I'm gonna start tomorrow morning.

As I was in my room I heard someone talking outside ,"hey, don't you think that this Qi girl that just got here 6 months ago is weird?" a girls voice said. "what do you mean?"

the other girl said,

And then the first girl replied "it's because she got amnesia and also her clothes when she got here was stained by blood, don't you think that maybe she was involed in a murder crime?".

"shhh, don't say that she may hear us" the second girl said, after they keep talking about me for about 20 mins they left and everything was so quite.

As It was very Quite, I fell asleep, i thought that I could sleep normally like the other days, I didn't expect that I dreamed about that creepy dream again. But the dream was some what a little different, coz nobody was dead nor laying down covered with blood, but I was in a garden with two guys who looks like the guys who was in my other dream but were dead, this dream the two of them were chatting happily and I was just sitting in a chair and was not talking. Their face was still blurry though I can hear their conversation, then I unconsciously started talking to them but at that time I started getting deaf, I couldn't hear anything... everything went dark and then...

Evyrything went dark and then I was covered with blood, the two guys were there but... Their positions and everything that was happening was the same at the dream I had last time but I can hear this time. But the only thing I heard was "why?". After hearing that word, I feel like crying and I felt guilt for no reason. I was thinking that it was my fault and then I suddenly woke up crying. My head was supper hurt and fussy, I ended throwing up, the nurses was holding me but I couldn't hear anything again just like what happened in my dream . I pass out and then woke up in a new room, I can finally hear someone talking, there was a nurse and a doctor standing and discussing beside my bed.

I tried to lift my hand but I couldn't move, and then the doctor saw me waking up and said "good your awake"...

The nurse also said that "are you having any problems this days?"

And then I replied "no" with a straight look at them, I actually didn't want to lie but my problem may cause something bad in the future if someone would know about it so I didnt told them.

And then they made eye contacts with each other, the look on their face was some what familiar, they look at me with a worried face but mixed with a face of despise.

As they left my room, I kept thinkin about my dream, I somehow know that it's real. Then 2 weeks have past, today there were no people visiting and there were two people with a fancy clothes they look like a couple and they were talking to the owner of the rehabilitation center.After their talk the owner was pointing at me when he saw me and when the couple saw me they look like they were about to cry, the lady ran towards me like she wanted to hug me but I avoided it and tried to scream, and I don't know why. Somehow I couldn't control my body and my mind.

The lady looks so desperate and said"my daughter, don't you recognize me...?😢" she started crying and begging me for a hug but I ignored her and started walking away and then the man that came here with the lady held my hand to stop me from leaving and he said "why...?😦" I don't know why but I started crying when I heard him say it. After I calmed down they took me to my room and started talking to me

The man again questioned me "why... why did you do it?" he said it desperately.I was confused and asked my self { what are they talking about?}. Then the lady cleared it for me and said that I killed my 2 brothers in our garden and I ran away, I believe her because of the dreams I was having but I still don't renember anything. Months have passed and I was able to leave the rehabilitation center and I was leaving with the two couple, when we arrived at their house, it somewhat looks familiar and my head was felling dizzy so they took me inside the house. I was surprised cause though the looks of the outside of the house was normal but the inside was so luxurious. As we were at the living room, I saw some pictures but I cannot see them clearly. They were all blurr, they offered me some tea but after i drank the tea my head was felling dizzy and I fainted...

I woke up in a creepy room, the room was like made for torturing people. When I was fully conscious, my body started to hurt like it was being bitten by a whole army of ants, and then when I look at myself I was covered with blood. I wanted to cry because of the pain I was feeling.But I remembered that there's no use of crying becuase it won't change anything.

After a while I heard someone coming and it was the two couples from before. I asked them "why... why are you doing this?(cough... cough)" I kept coughing and they never answered my question. The lady was walking towards me she was touching mu hair and then grabbed it so hard ,I tried to scream but she slapped me. Again I asked "why..?" She answered me with a wicked face "it's simple we want you to die" and then they started laughing.

She again said that I was such a useless daughter and my 2 brothers were such nice people who are very successful, she stopped talking and then slapped me again and again until my face was swollen. And then she continued talking and said. " WHY??!...(sobbing....) We treated you so nicely but didn't loved you, is it necessary to kill your brothers??!😢" She was crying so loudly and yelling at me and saying "why?"....

Well I also didn't know why but I felt very guilty of what I have done... After she calmed down and wiped her tears, she left and the man also left without saying a word. At night I Couldn't sleep, I haven't eaten anything the whole day and my face was suppet swollen. "how can I be so unlucky?....😟" I asked myself, I was si tired and finally I fell asleep....

The next morning, the lady went and gave me some breakfast... She untied me and let me eat, she was holding a knife and keeped looking at me. After I was done eating she puts the knife down and started cleaning my plate. My mind went blank for the moment and I blacked out.

When I woke up I felt that my hands were sticky, when I looked at them there were bloods on my hand and was holding the knife. I was so scared that I was afraid to look at the lady but I couldn't help it so I looked back and she was covered in blood. There were a lot of scratches in her hand and her stomach was stabbed.

I freaked out and I unconsciously went to look for the man and I saw him sleeping on the sofa at the living room. I was shaking so much and was not on my right mind. I stabbed his neck and he immediately died, I was crying and said sorry as I continued to stab him. After that I washed my hand and went to a bathroom. I took a bath and used some of their clothes, I also took some money and ran away...