Diary Of Absentminded Woman
Ep. 1 - Warning & Beginning
S
I think you come to the wrong room. You'll encountered many Grammar mistakes and plain stupidity.
You sure you wanna proceed?
Inner Souls
It is really boring.
Inner Souls
Why would you want to know what's on their mind?
Inner Souls
Read at your own risk.
S
I have never seen anyone as weird as you. Why do want to know about my life? Weird.
S
My life is uninteresting though. Really boring.
S
I don't have a great ambition or a hidden agenda.
S
I just want a small but comfortable house with good incomes by the time I'm 30.
S
Maybe change that into 35. I'm already 27 now. Perhaps setting it at 30 is a bit too near.
S
I don't have that anymore.
S
Lover? Partner? Friends?
I don't have.
S
Really none so precious to make me want to live to the fullest.
S
I'm just a bitter aunty (for majority of young girls like you) going through motions of life, before reaching the end of a life cycle.
S
Don't expect too much on me.
S
It is a sad boring life.
S
In my opinion anyway. I care not yours.
S
If you still wanna read this Diary. You're welcome to do so.
S
If you wanna leave, feel free. I'm not your keeper.
Inner Souls
If you're still here, beaware.
Inner Souls
This diary is full of things negative and sometimes positive too, we guess.
Inner Souls
Selfish idiotic unsympathetic laziness hateful scornful arrogant ambigious lies sarcastic
Inner Souls
Naivety gratefulness sincere thoughts silly comedic too
Inner Souls
Most of all, Not Serious
Ep. 2 - Rain on my Window
The sounds of winds and the drip-drop of rains on the window keeps resonating.
S
The sounds of my surroundings seems loud and distant at the same time.
S
I haven't taken a bath yet, even though it is almost evening.
S
Sitting on my own, crossing my legs on the rattan chair, seems much enjoyable than the prospect of having to bring myself to walk into my bathroom.
S
I don't feel like getting up even though I should shower soon.
S
Ahh.. the rain is getting harder. Soon it will mute the sounds of pitter patter on my window and stand in as its replacement.
S
I heard a water splashing as a car or is it a motorcycle? driving through the heavy rain.
S
The rain is picking up its slow pace and gradually becomes stronger.
S
Like a gardener suddenly watering its plant, the surrounding of the plant must be mute too.
S
It can only feels the gardener affection to it.
S
The affection is as fleeting as its treatment.
S
The clapping of the sky seems every bit of a slap to the face.
S
I still sit there in my chair, scrolling on my mobile. Deleting useless spams from advertisers in my inbox.
S
A noise from the neighbour in front of house broke my concentration.
S
Still, I'm starting to feel sleepy right now.
S
The rain had seduced me.
S
I should probably get up soon. Before I feel asleep on my chair again.
S
I hope I can sleep faster tonight.
S
But then again maybe not.
S
I still have works to do.
S
Such is the life of one self.
S
I'm getting sleepy. The world is too loud.
Ep. 3 - A Comment Years Ago
Inner Souls
Not really something you usually look forward to anyway
S
I got a reply email on a comment I wrote in a Yütube video years ago.
S
I don't know why I'm this giddy.
Inner Souls
You should feel upset instead. I can see the person doesn't change their attitude after a few years. Still fucking rude and thinks they are still right.
Inner Souls
Hypocritical, looking at their comment.
S
I'm not truly upset anymore. They have a pretty consistent character I guess, if they keep being that way.
S used to get triggered by a video of an idol. They write an implied RIP comment on a Yütube video but got called out by a Yütube viewer instead, that they got a wrong person.
At that time S was mourning an idol death. Seeing a video of an idol with the same name being cheerful and 'alive' makes them a bit sad. So they commented a bit on said video.
A passerby thought they mistook people and corrected them.
An argument broke up though. Each sides thinks the other got an attitude. Even though if we look at it, an adult person would think it is a silly fight.
At that time they went back and forth arguing. Even though it petered out at the end because S didn't reply anymore.
Today a new commenter picked on said old viewer and was concerned on said viewer hypocritical and their general rude behaviour.
And was sorry that S had to go through with said bad treatment.
As a matter of fact, S had actually forgotten about the comment section and had to refreshed their memory by reading the entire comments content.
At the end of their reading, S can see how they feel annoyed at that time, but it was a distant feeling that they couldn't mustered out now.
S actually feels amused instead.
S
I wonder how they will reply me
S
Have I annoyed them to 'fight back' again?
Inner Souls
You provoke them just now. Why.
S
You know how it is. Spontaneous action.
S
At that time I seemed kinda annoyed and irritated I think?
S
But I might or might not have provoke them just now, because I might or might not have missed them somehow?
I was just curious how they're doing right now.
Inner Souls
What a fucked up reaction to an argument.
S
Maybe? Haha.. I can admit to that
S
I don't really know why. I guess seeing that they still keep up their attitude even know and seeing someone tried to defend me amused me.
I appreciate their gestures but it hardly matters anymore because it has been years.
Inner Souls
This one is kinda special case then?
S
Yeah it seems. You had seen me got annoyed still at a reply comment of years ago in another case. It is an odd case I guess?
Inner Souls
How odd indeed..
S
At that time if someone defended me, I would probably be more glad. 1 v 2.
S
But it really doesn't matter anymore. Because I feel nothing about it currently.
S
I was really excited to see their reply even though they might have tried to burn me again.
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