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Living With The Past

Prologue

Year 2017
Jungkook's POV
Me and Taehyung have been in a relationship for 5 years and are engaged since 2 years.. We both met each other in university and fell hard for each other.. We became friends.. And as time went by we became best friends and our likings for each other grew more.. He finally took the courage and asked me out on our graduation ceremony and of course I said yes..
Our life as an engaged couple was peaceful and full of love for each other.. Taehyung would go to work.. I wanted to go too.. But Taehyung didn't want me to stress so I didn't work..
But everything went wrong since he wanted to have a child.. He and I had s*x way more often and he'd take me to the hospital for a checkup to check whether I was pregnant or not.. It was really embarrassing as a boy for me to go for a checkup like that.. But that's not what hurt me.. The way he looks at me disappointedly and leaves the house everytime I told him I was not pregnant, tore my heart into pieces..
One day.. Me, my brother and his boyfriend were in the living room watching the movie at my house.. As Taehyung was out on a business trip, I invited them over since I didn't like to be alone.. I, out of the blue, felt like puking and so I ran towards the bathroom and did so.. My brother and his boyfriend ran up to me and started patting my back..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Baby.. My Kookie.. Are you okay? (Asks while patting his back)
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Jungkook-ah.. Are you feeling better now?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Yeah.. I'm.. I'm.. fine now.. (Faints)
Suga, Jimin: Kookie!
. . .
I opened my eyes and looked around, panicking as it was an unfamiliar place.. But I remembered what happened so I thought Suga hyung and Jimin hyung must've brought me to the hospital..
The door of the room clicked open and I saw my hyungs smiling at me..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
What happened, hyung?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
You won't believe this..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
YOU ARE PREGNANT, KOOKIE! (😆)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
W-what? I'm pregnant? But how can I?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
The doctor said it's a rare case.. You are happy, right?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Of course I am, hyung..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Shall I tell Tae Tae about it?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
No, I wanna be the one to do so.. (Smiles)
. . .
My hyungs dropped me off to my house and told me to take care of myself and to not stress.. I really love them.. They are really the best..
When I about to go inside the house.. I saw the door open.. Taehyung must be back! I can't wait to tell him the good news! I entered the room smiling but I frowned when I saw a woman sitting on the couch of our living room.. I took a closer look at her and I recognised her! She was one of my best friends in university.. Gwan Hana..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hana? What are you doing here?
Gwan Ha-na
Gwan Ha-na
Huh?! Jun-Jungkookie! I'm with Taehyung.. We both have to work together on a pro-project!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Oh..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Hana.. I brought you some coffee (Comes to the living room with a coffee cup in his hand and had a wide smile on his face but it dropped when he saw Jungkook) Oh.. Jungkook.. You're back..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hm.. I went to the-
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
(Interrupts Jungkook from talking any further) Me and Hana have some work to do.. Can you leave us alone?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Huh? But you just came back today! I wanna spend some time with you.. (Pouts)
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Jungkook! (In a stern voice)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Fine! (Pouts more and leaves the room sulking)
. . .
Time went by.. And Taehyung always started to spend his time with Hana.. Dinner with Hana.. Shopping with Hana.. Working with Hana.. I know she's my best friend but of course l'd feel jealous.. My fiancé is spending more time with a woman than me.. I always tried to tell him about the pregnancy and that I was carrying twins in me! But he doesn't spare any of his time to listen to me and always tells me he was busy and stuff! It's my fifth month of pregnancy and my stomach also formed a bump, which Taehyung didn't even notice..
I got really fed up of his behaviour and wanted to confront it to him.. I went to Taehyung's bedroom.. And of course Hana will be there too..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hana.. Can you please leave? I want to talk with my soon-to-be husband in private..
Gwan Ha-na
Gwan Ha-na
Huh? Um..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Speak.. She doesn't has to leave..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
She has to.. So will you?
Gwan Ha-na
Gwan Ha-na
O-okay.. I'll be going back to my house today..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Hey! Wait! Don't- (Before he could complete Hana leaves the room) (Sighs)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Finally.. (Rolls his eyes)
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
JEON JUNGKOOK! WHAT'S WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR?!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
MY BEHAVIOUR?! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO'S ACTING WEIRD! I AM YOUR FIANCÉ! STOP BEING RUDE TO ME! AND WILL IT KILL YOU IF SHE LEAVES?!
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
YES! IT WILL! CAUSE SHE IS THE MOTHER OF MY CHILD AND MY FUTURE WIFE!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
W-what? (😟)
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
SHE IS PREGNANT WITH MY KID! AND I WILL BE MARRYING HER! AND SINCE YOU KNOW IT.. WE ARE OVER! (Leaves the house)
I ran behind him.. He's kidding, right? He is pranking his bunny, right? He loves me.. Of course he does.. He won't abandon me for woman..
Taehyung gets in his car and drove away.. I ran behind him and kept on trying to catch up with him.. My clothes got wet, since it was raining.. I tripped over a stone and fell down on the wet ground.. I started bleeding.. I kept my hands on my stomach as it was paining very badly.. My eyes were starting to get heavy.. I was trying hard not to close them..
I heard someone shouting my name.. But I didn't even have any energy left in me to open my eyes and look at the person.. And soon I passed out..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK-AH!

Cruel!

Jungkook woke up feeling pain in his stomach.. He detached himself from the wires connected to his body.. He slowly sat up and saw his Suga hyung sleeping, sitting beside his bed on a chair, holding his hand.. While Jimin was sleeping on the couch near the wall..
Suga woke up as he felt Jungkook moving.. He looked up to see Jungkook crying his heart out.. Jimin also woke up after he heard Jungkook sobbing..
Suga and Jimin got up from their seats and went towards Jungkook.. Suga patted his head while Jimin his back..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Jungkook-ah.. Baby.. What happened?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Kookie.. Don't cry..
Jungkook hugs Suga and kept crying, not saying anything.. Suga and Jimin kept trying to calm him down..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Jungkook.. Look at me.. And tell me what happened..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Shook his head left and right as a No)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Nothing.. (Looks down)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Jeon Jungkook! You better tell me what happened!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Flinches and started crying again)
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Yah! Yoongi! Don't shout at him!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
(Sits beside Jungkook on his bed and started caressing his nape) Jungkookie.. You have to tell this to us someday.. Then wae not today?
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Everytime one of us is sad or are crying.. You would try your best to find out what's troubling us.. You won't leave our side until our mood becomes cheerful.. Then can't we do the same for you?
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Tell us, Jungkookie.. Tell us what happened to you..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Nods)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Takes a deep breath and says in a cracking voice) Taehyung.. He cheated on me..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
What?! That fucking bastard!
Suga was about to leave the room and wanted to go to Taehyung to beat the shit out of him but he was stopped by Jimin..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Wae are you stopping me?!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
What if it's a misunderstanding?! You know much they love each other..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Oh.. Trust me.. It's not a misunderstanding..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
He cheated on me with Hana.. He said it right to my face..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
What?
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Isn't she your best friend?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Yeah.. She used too..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
She is even pregnant with his child..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
What?!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
He used to ignore me.. I thought he was just busy with his work and was stressed.. But who would've thought that he found someone else.. So practically, I was just a s*x partner for him.. (Looks down as tears again flow down his cheeks)
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
I can't believe it! How could he do something like that?!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Tch!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Ouch! (Felt pain his stomach so he touched it and as soon as he touched it, his eyes widen realizing something) Wait a second-
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hyung!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Are my kids safe?!
Suga, Jimin: (Looks down)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Suga hyung.. Jimin hyung.. Wae aren't you guys saying anything? Are they okay? I need to know.. Please.. (Begs them to answer)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
...
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Taekwon didn't make it..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(😨)
. . .
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
You will finally know the gender of the twins! Can you believe it?! I'm so excited!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Giggles) Yeah.. Me too..
Female
Female
Docter: Here.. Your report.. (Hands them a file which was taken by Jimin quickly)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Thanks, noona..
Female
Female
Docter: You're welcome, Jungkookie.. (Leaves)
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Jungkook-ah! You are having a boy and a girl!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Really?!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Yeah.. Look..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Taehyung would be so happy when he sees this!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Yes!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Hey.. Jungkook-ah.. What would you name them?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
I don't know about Taehyung.. But I like the names Taekwon and Taeni.. Taekwon for the boy.. Taeni for the girl.. I found many last night.. But these are my favourites..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Wah! Jungkookie! These names are so good!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Thank you, hyungie! (Smiles bunnily)
. . .
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
You are lying, right? (😢)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hyung.. You are lying, right? (😭) Please tell me you are lying!
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Sorry, Jungkookie.. (Looks down in guilt as he could not protect his brother's child)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
It's all my fault..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
No, it's not.. Hyungie.. You are the best.. It's not your fault.. It's all mine.. I was careless.. It's all my fault!
The door opened and Namjoon, Jin and J-hope entered silently.. Jungkook wiped his tears quickly as he didn't want them to worry..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hyungs?
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Don't call us that!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Huh?
Suga, Jimin: (Looked at them in confusion)
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
Wae?
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
Wae would you do that?!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
What are you talking abou-
Before he could complete his sentence.. Taehyung entered the room with a sad face which angered Suga..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
You! How dare you come here after what you did to him, huh?!
Jin, Namjoon and J-hope were confused at what Suga said but they shrugged it off..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
How could you cheat on me, Jungkook?!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Huh? What the hell are you talking about?!
Taehyung threw some photos of Jungkook kissing with some other guys.. Namjoon, Jin and J-hope looked at Jungkook with a disgusted face.. While Jungkook kept his face low as tears formed in his eyes as he looked at the photos.. Taehyung edited their photos in which they were kissing, photoshopped it and made it seem like Jungkook was kissing other people.. Suga and Jimin were shocked but they believed Jungkook was innocent..
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
How could you cheat on my brother?! Wae did you do that?!
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
I never expected this from you, Jungkook.. I regret being friends with you.. I regret knowing someone like you!
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
I can't believe Taehyung shed tears for you.. A gold digger! You are disgusting, Jungkook! How could you do that to him?!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(😢)
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
What the f*ck! How can guys say that?! How can you guys even THINK Kook cheated on him?!
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Yeah! My brother never cheated on him!
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Wipes his tears)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Jimin hyung.. Suga hyung.. I wanna have a talk with Taehyung a-alone.. Can you leave? (Trying not to burst into tears or to say it in a cracking voice)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
But!-
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Please!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Okay.. We'll leave..
The other five left, leaving the ex-couple alone in the room..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Wae did you do that?
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
...
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Haven't you done enough?!
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Well.. Hyungs will leave me if they came to know what I did.. I cannot live without them..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
This is the best option..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Wae are you so cruel?! You cheated on me! Got my best friend pregnant behind my back! (😢) Couldn't we just lie? Telling them we didn't wanna be with each other anymore?! Wae the hell did you make them hate me?! (😭) Seven years of being in a relationship with you.. And this is what I get! I hate you, Taehyung! I hate you! Please just get out!
Taehyung felt his heart broke.. Perhaps he was still in love with Jungkook? No.. He loves Hana! They're gonna marry and have a kid.. Yeah.. With a heavy heart, Taehyung left the room..

Regret

Meanwhile.. [With the other five]
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
How could you say that to him, huh?!
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Why wouldn't we?! He cheated on my brother!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Why didn't you give him a chance to explain?!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Is he that disgusting that he shouldn't even be allowed to speak for himself? (Mocks Jin, who was the closest to Jungkook but still didn't trust him)
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
(Looks down)
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
But Jimin.. Taehyung has proof that Jungkook cheated on him..
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Then why are you supporting someone like him?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
(Punches J-hope) How dare you?!
Because of the strong punch, J-hope fell on the ground.. Namjoon and Jin hurriedly helped him up..
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
Why did you punch him?!
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
He disrespected my brother! Am I supposed to worship him or what?!
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kook is the one who cheated! Then why should he respect him?!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Well.. Listen here, Mr. 148 IQ with no EQ.. The one who doesn't deserve any respect is your dear brother!
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Soulmate.. Wae fighting with hyungs to protect a cheater? (Asks as he comes out of the room)
Suga was about to shout at him.. But before he could do anything, Jimin made a move..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
(Slaps Taehyung) Don't ever call me that again! (Glares at him)
Namjoon, Jin, Suga and J-hope were shocked because this was the first time Jimin slapped Taehyung.. Taehyung himself was shocked.. No matter how much they fought.. The best friends never hurted each other..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
I'm ashamed to be your soulmate! I know what happened! So don't try to fool me, you bastard!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
You will regret it! You will regret about what you said to Kook! You will regret leaving him! All of you!
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Come on, Yoongi.. I can't stand being in the same room with these people..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Yes, love..
Namjoon, Jin, J-hope, Taehyung: Jimin!
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
(Turns back to look at the four) From today onwards.. We have no relationship with each other.. (Says in a cold voice)
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
(😔)
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
(😢)
Sure.. Namjoon was sad hearing that.. But he didn't show it..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
And you! (To Taehyung) Don't ever show me your face again or else I won't mind killing you!
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
...
Saying that.. Yoongi went inside the room.. While the other's left the hospital with a broken heart as they lost their friends, whom they loved much..
Yoongi entered the room and saw Jungkook laying his head on Jimin's lap, while Jimin caressed his hair..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
So the photos?
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Yup.. Photoshopped.. Kook showed me the real ones of him and Taehyung..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
...
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Jungkook-ah.. (Says in a gentle tone)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hm?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Let's go back to Japan.. Eomma and Appa have been missing us since they moved from Korea..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
I-i don't know, hyung.. If we move to Japan.. What would Jimin hyung do? What about the other hyungs?
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Chim can come with us.. And don't care about the people who don't trust you.. They just threw away the friendship they had with you, just because of a misunderstanding..
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Listen to me.. After attending Taekwon's funeral.. Let's go to Japan.. Don't you wanna see them too?
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Yes, hyung.. (😢)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
(Kisses on his forehead) Sleep for a while.. I'll go arrange a funeral for him..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Nods his head)
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Min Yoon-gi [Suga]
Jimin, will you stay here with him?
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Don't worry.. I got him.. (Smiles)
Suga smiled back at him and pecked on his lips before leaving..
Park Ji-min
Park Ji-min
Everything's gonna be alright, Kook..
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
Hm..
. . .
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Sorry, hyungs.. Because of me, you had to break your friendship with them..
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
It's alright, brother.. It is not your fault..
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Yeah.. It is not your fault that Kook turned out to be a cheater..
Kim Seok-jin
Kim Seok-jin
(Goes to his room without speaking anything)
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Kim Nam-joon [RM]
Go to your room.. Take a nice bath and sleep.. It will help you keep your mind off things..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Hm..
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
Jung Ho-seok [J-hope]
And don't worry.. We'll help you move on from him..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
(Smiles)
Namjoon and J-hope went to their room after sometime..
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
Kim Tae-hyung [V]
{Sorry, hyungs.. I can't tell you the truth.. Or else.. You'll also leave me like Chim..}
. . .
Suga arranged a funeral for Taekwon.. And the three attended it.. Jungkook kept crying his heart out, looking at his baby's tomb, which brought tears in Suga's and Jimin's eyes..
Later.. They all went home and packed their stuffs.. Jungkook went to his and Taehyung's house to pack his luggage.. "Thank God.. Taehyung is not home..", Jungkook thought..
After Yoonmin packed their bags.. They went to Jungkook's house to pick him.. And after they picked him.. They all went to the Seoul Incheon International Airport for their flight to Japan..
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Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
(Looked at the city through the glass window of the airport last time)
Jeon Jung-kook
Jeon Jung-kook
{I regret loving you, Kim Taehyung..}

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