hello...my name kathrine jones...what I remember from my parents when I was a kid is that mom always used to scold me for not eating my food properly and my father was careless ,only sometimes scolded me,mother always was concerned about my asthma...my parents took me to expensive clinics to cure my disease...and my sister....a real bitch....5/4 years younger than me,stella jones...always does as she wishes and beautiful... but even when we are always in argument with each other she is still at my side at irony situations...my mother loved us but when my sister was about four I remember my mother having a headache everytime even most of the times we ordered food...my father didn't earn much so I could say we were rich ....it was only my mother's effort that we had saved money for hard days and there was no need to go and beg at the door of others at hard times my mother went to different physicians doctors ...but there was nothing infact we didn't knew that its brain tumor abd she was in her last stages...I was 11 when my mother passed....actually we used to live abroad and mother returned to our country India for treatment without us as she planned to come back soon and also we didn't had enough money for three more flights but she died there... when we arrived she was already beneath the soil....my sister was 7at that time....my maternal grandfather passed away when my mother was 5 and my two uncles were older but grandma married again so I have four step -aunts too...they are good....stella was at grandma and refused to come and live at my paternal uncles....I was desperate....I cried and told father I also want to live with aunt...out of four three were married and the last one was unmarried at grandma...father returned leaving us at grandma ,at first they were kind and good but slowly I realised what they are actually...

my second uncle's son is armin ghanj I remember he often came at grandma and always used to tease me ,and was friend with stella...

one night at the dinner my hand was oily so as I was going to grab the water it slipped and poured down the water on the cotton table cloth and I faced the furious face of my aunt tyra

for the first time....

once i was having a hard toothache and she was awake all night carrying me on her back walking to and forth of the corridor,all I want to say is she's not that bad nor that good...grandma always differentiates between me and stella and armin...infact she always takes anyone's side except me...father remarried a d has another girl too ,stepmom is good till now, my uncle amir(father's brother)takes care about us and as im much better in studies ,he always appropriates me to study...but all these years I have never seen anyone love me honestly ....and there's always a price for everything that's what world taught me...

((now ,present))

like that the years passed....

in six standard I got selected in a hostel....and now i'm in 9th standard....grandma still differentiates be**tween me and stella.

and about love I had no one except some motherf**kers who I lost when I went to hostel**...

Ugh....I have been to a gathering at the neighborhood in place of aunt tyra.....you don't know how much I hate being among people,I'm comfortable among many...it pisses me **off, although when I was small I liked to go out but now I don't have that interest in gatherings at all...

yesterday sama and zeeba texted me

sama said they were at park and she shouted his name as there was no one else except them...of course it's her love's name,the one she loved ever since 6 standard ...Dylan a boy famous for being handsome...they have been together and broken up many times...sometimes I really can't understand why dylan dumps her,Sama,beautiful and rich and intelligent... boys are really something you can't be sure of....

and Zeeba is also one of my friends from a very rich and namely family ....

although my best friend is Sama,but I don't think i'm the same to her because oppositely she has many people around her unlike me who hasn't much...I also have another childhood best friend ...

although I have never been in relationships but I saw dreams of a man who loves me...but the bad thing is when I wake up I don't remember his face,only his outfit,height and some little things.... but I always know its the same man in different dreams because he gaves me the same vibes ,everytime.

I hope one day i'll meet him...

-katherine

+huh?

-where the hell are you

(uh, im dead)

+im coming

-clean the floor and wash the dishes

+where's stella

-why?go and complete the work

(sigh)she must have taken jessie(my aunt's daughter) out...

-while sweeping the floor-

I can't understand why aunt doesn't work.... always me....

im also human why can't I rest

(smirk)(of course I can tell this to myself only*)

*above all these they even suspect me too ...thinking I have boyfriend,and check my phone.

but really who will come to be with me by all these problems... btw I have a normal face and height...and even some times I think its good to hook up with a boy for time pass but later I lost the interest...

im really afraid of man as their choice changes so easily by seeing a cleavage or hip....:) (really ridiculous).

I want to have an ivf child and live happily with him...

I just remembered that day at the ceremony:

me:hiss...

boy:looking around

me:hey boy

boy:what is it

me:hey boy

boy:(smirk) who are you

me:hahaha,hey boy

boy:who the f**k are you!what do you want

me:what can you give!?

boy:(happy) oh!really I can give you ...come and eat

me:shut up bastard

really what he thinks of himself...piece of shit....

uh I have to hurry up,also wash the dishes....and then I can have some times for instagram and my serials....

(cleans the floor and washes the dishes**)

katherine was very happy as she and her friend had planned out a two day trip near the beach...and are going to stay in the villa that belongs to Zeeba's family...tomorrow they will go early in the morning....with thousand promises and lies she received the permission from grandma and aunt and uncle to go...and of course stella was jealous

--next morning---

+bye...I'm leaving...the car is there

-okay take care...bye

*in the car*

(they are 7:katherine, sama,zeeba,riya,ladan,shana,emma)

Zeeba:I have a very very good news

sama:what!

shana:tell bae

Zeeba:and its too good especially for you sama

sama:!!?

katherine: c'mon tell us

riya:uff this girl...

emma: she's lying...

Zeeba:there are many villas but our neighbour is william's

sama:So?

zeeba:william ,dylan and lucas with other boys are there too

sama:dylan!

katherine:ohohoh....

sama:then we'll make this trip

shana:catch fire

hahahaha.....(laughing)

they arrived seeing the on lights from the windows of the neighbour sama smiled and said:katherine im really too good.

katherine:I hope you two make it up this time...sama said that william is a famous rich and handsome boy and zeeba has a crush on him...katherine wasn't feeling that good with the fact of boys as she always tries to stay away from boys...

they arranged the rooms and had breakfast...

after a while they heard the knock from the door...Zeeba opened....there was lucas behind the door...he smiled and said 'oh ladies you are here...won't you welcome me'

Emma who seemed to be happy with lucas because of the wide smile on her face ran and answered happily 'oh lucas welcome!'

-umm...actually I wanted some tea leaves

+oh..ok wait

(sama and katherine get surprised to see emma like that)

-william accidentally drop the packet...

zeeba:if you need anything just say it

sama whispered to katherine how much she hates this man and katherine said she feels the same way too.

after lucas left ,girls teased emma but she stated they were only friends on facebook...

sama:katherine.. lets go up on the rooftop to see the whole area

katherine:sounds good

--on the rooftop--

(katherine POV)

sama smiled at view below...

'zeeba is really rich'i thought

both of us are really surprised to see emma like that ,as she seemed too happy to see lucas ..that bastard....we laughed thinking about how he used to show off himself...a real bastard...I saw the pool....and it was really deep....sama said we will swim once we find a good opportunity,I agreed but deep inside I was really afraid thinking how much deep it is....I think she saw the fear in my eyes..

'im really happy for you'

sama looked confused

I told her his name,

she smiled and one could see the light in her eyes...

'I will teach you how to swim at night'

'ok' we laughed

'the boys will be asleep too'

'we should be careful ,they are unpredictable '

.....