▪︎fake Name : Lucy .

▪︎ fake username : Taetae_army18

▪︎ age : 20 years old

▪︎ bias : Taehyung , jhope , Namjoon, Jungkook.

▪︎ country: from Japan but live in Seoul .

▪︎ Nationality : American .

Tonight I am very angry with myself. Sitting in the nothingness of my life where memories of my meeting between me and taetae, a smell of bitterness hung in the room.

You will say that I regret my meeting with him, to have agreed to speak with him, to regret to fall secretly in love and even to be an ARMY?

Me, now, I just want to immerse myself in my memories and inspect, auscultate, dissect and know when my heart started to beat for him.

It was a year since I stopped loving him when I found out he was an idol so I started worshiping him madly. Thanks to him, I enjoyed being ARMY in the fan meeting in Japan in 2018.

Imbued with the pleasure of living, my heart is heavy, you are so far from me my taetae knowing that you live in a world different from mine. You know Taetae you are the boy who reinforced the unreal, you are a dream, a very beautiful dream like a dream. You are so beautiful at night that I don't know if I would ever have your wife for you and if that day will come, I will be exhilarated with joy. The times when you were a normal human.

These moments were the most beautiful of my life.

Thank you .

what next is just I am boring and idk how I write to fill emptyness ⬇️⬇️⬇️

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▪︎ Fake Name : Kim Rae Young

▪︎ age: 25 years old

▪︎ bias : Kim Namjoon

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Dear Namjoon

You looked at me like a man never looked at me. Your eyes are planted in my pig's eyes. It's just an expression to say that they are too small.

When we both smiled at each other at the fan meeting, you said to me then: "It's funny when you smile, you seem as happy as you are sad. You are really beautiful and interesting. You know nobody is ugly in this world. , we are just different. So little ARMY, give me the secret of this development? " .

I never understood where you wanted to go until the day you came to my house.

Do you remember me That I am your neighbor and childhood friend in Yeoui-dong?

The night I thought you remembered me and how you jumped on me and hugged me. I can tell you how warm and beautiful your hands are but it's terrifying to confess that. I won't tell you how black your eyes are with desire, it would be shocking for me to say that when you are not sober. I wouldn't tell you all the caresses we do for hours, that would be repetitive. And finally, I will not tell you either how much I wait and I wait for the moment when you will tell me what I want to hear and it is I am no longer a little girl, a child in your eyes.

I waited for your arrival in my life to knock on my door and destroy this boredom, this misery, this nightmares and gave my daily life a sublime touch, a pinch of your universe, your world and live together and take care of us us. When you woke up the next day, I just told you everything was fine. Nothing had happened. You were just wonderful with your how to love yourself talks and it was enough for me to see you like this after all I'm your lucky clover.

Far from you, I am not afraid, I am no longer afraid, I am not afraid of anything. I think I am dying but do not die. I am simply here but invisible. Sitting in a grotesque, indecent and unreal naivety. In a different world where you and I are just idol and fan, I'm not afraid but I'm proud to be your Fan. I just have to say aloud the letters of your first name like a melody so that I'm no longer afraid of the unexpected and the darkness of the future.

I hope the day when I enter Bighits entertainement as a medical staff, you remembered me ? I hope so . I will be happy . As a Childhood and neighbourhood friend , I am proud to met you and be my friend even am I an orphan little girl . I became an army not because you but your songs made me grow as a strong women .

I purple you 💜

Thank you so much

Sincerely, Rae Young.

▪︎ fake Name: Kim Kara

▪︎ Age : 23 years old

▪︎ Bias : Jeon Jung kook & min Yoongi

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dear Jungkook , my bestie

from our first meeting it was been since 2014 , remember ? you just a little unknown idol !

Now it's 2017 ! and tonight lying in my sheets, I count myself in my cell phone and watching his new news from my favorite band. Then I put on my headphones and play my favorite BTS song "Magic Shop".

This song forgets me all my problems of the day.

i have to be honest with myself and accept reality.

Tonight I have to cry or even say goodbye or even also have to cry since the person I love is far from me or could I say, we live in two different worlds now.

I posted the photo of ourselves in instagram to be proud of being his bestie .

I am an idiot , my heart is hurt when I read our old conversations .

Tonight my heart is so tight that I can't breathe.

You have to take responsibility for what I have done, take responsibility for this helplessness of this false love that I create. You have to stop denying the indisputable because there are things that inevitably hurt me.

My parents are right! I must forget about him and make my life as he did.

I must be happy for him but why this feeling in my tight heart?

So here it is, tonight, under my body in flame and the moon that sparkles with my arrogance and jealousy, I leave you my dear hoping for a world where you and I can be one and I will not forget the night when your lips touched my body. Without you, there is no sense that I exist here.

Farwell my Best friend because without you here beside there is no existence.

so why I feel fear ? why this feeling of regret ? Is bad if I suicide ? Say something ! Jungkook ! Is not you who promises me when you will realise your dream you will comeback to see me and marry me ?

see you soon in our next life , hope you will be happy with your wife for this life ❤

Kim Kara

In Korean language

친애하는 정국, 내 절친

우리의 첫 만남에서 2014 년 이후였습니다. 기억하십니까? 당신은 조금 알려지지 않은 아이돌입니다!

이제 2017 년! 그리고 오늘 밤 나는 시트에 누워서 휴대 전화에 자신을 세고 내가 좋아하는 밴드의 새로운 뉴스를 보았습니다. 그런 다음 헤드폰을 끼고 내가 가장 좋아하는 BTS 노래 "Magic Shop"을 연주합니다.

이 노래는 그날의 모든 문제를 잊는다.

나 자신에게 정직하고 현실을 받아 들여야합니다.

오늘 밤 나는 내가 사랑하는 사람이 나와 멀리 떨어져 있기 때문에 울거나 작별 인사를하거나 심지어 울어야한다.

나는 그의 절친이라는 자부심을 가지고 자신의 사진을 인스 타 그램에 올렸다.

나는 바보이고, 우리의 오래된 대화를 읽으면 마음이 아파요.

오늘 밤 내 심장이 너무 빡빡해서 숨을 쉴 수 없습니다.

당신은 내가 한 일에 대해 책임을 져야하고, 내가 만든이 거짓 사랑의 무력함에 대해 책임을 져야합니다. 나에게 필연적으로 상처를주는 일들이 있기 때문에 논란의 여지가없는 것을 부정하는 것을 그만둬야한다.

우리 부모님 말이 맞아! 나는 그를 잊고 그가했던 것처럼 내 삶을 만들어야한다.

나는 그를 위해 행복해야하는데 왜 내 빡빡한 마음에이 느낌?

그래서 오늘 밤은 불길에 휩싸인 내 몸과 오만함과 질투로 빛나는 달 아래, 당신과 내가 하나가 될 수있는 세상을 바라며 당신을 떠나고 당신의 입술이 닿은 밤을 잊지 않을 것입니다 내 몸. 너 없이는 내가 여기에 있다는 느낌이 없다.

Farwell 나의 가장 친한 친구 왜냐하면 여기 당신이 없으면 존재가 없기 때문입니다.

그래서 나는 왜 두려움을 느끼는가? 왜 이런 후회가? 내가 자살하면 나빠? 말해봐! 정국! 당신의 꿈을 실현할 때 저를 약속하는 당신은 저를 만나고 저와 결혼하기 위해 돌아올 것이라고 약속하지 않습니까?

다음 생에서 곧 만나요,이 생에서 아내와 함께 행복하길 바랍니다 ❤

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