Have you ever loved someone so deeply that nothing can break you expect him/her.? It’s like every looking at that face makes you the happiest person in the world. Being with him/her feels like you are standing in the centre of the universe and everything is going out of focus, it’s just him and you.

Hi... it’s me Jun, I’m 20 and it’s a story about me and my unrequited love.

Since childhood I was one of those kids who never ask for help from anyone I always wanted to be strong enough to help myself. I was 10 when my parents divorced i saw my father leaving me and mother because of some other woman. My family was fallen apart, soon after that my mother became an alcoholic and committed suicide. I was left all alone I didn’t know what to do. I stayed in my aunts house in a small attic and worked in my aunt’s grocery store.

Life was hard and depressing until I meet a boy. He was the new transferred student in our class. Do you believe in love at first sight, at least I didn’t until that day. That feeling was different I never felt my heart pounding so badly.

He was a tall and handsome guy.....yeah you might be thinking that I finally found my Prince Charming but you know reality is often disappointing.

He soon became really popular because of his friendly behaviour and a good personality, specially girls were crazy about him probably because of his pretty face and rich background.

Him and I were totally from different world, like two parallel lines what can never meet. He, the only child of a rich family he is loved by many and got so many friends and was brought up by a loving parents, unlike me barely got any friends or got anyone by my side. A loner living in a broken attic, lol. :3

The last time I felt loved was back when I was 9 and so I don’t really know how it feels like being loved for have no idea how to show love or affection. But all my 3years of high school there was still a small hope for me to be happy and that hope was him. Even though I know I don’t exists for him but it

was totally okay because atlas if I can see him and his bright smile that was enough for me, I was happy being a secret admirer.

Ever since my mother died I decided never to fall for any one or show my true emotions no matter how hard it’s is. But even since I had fallen for him I always thought it’s okay to give a chance.

I always wanted to go and talk to him but never got the courage and didn’t even know how to start a conversation. So I always dropped that plan.

I still can’t believe that I was soo into him what I actually made a different drawing book just to draw him.

At first I always use to draw when I was going through a hard time or was frustrating or angry, but because of him I started drawing him because I’m happy and my mind is filled with his thoughts .

'Life was beautiful back then because of him.'