If I Can't Have You
Author Introduction
Author
If you're a minor, doesn't have an open mind, a sensitive person, had been through a toxic abusive relationship, and/or such.
May it be from social media, from a stranger, your family, friends, or significant other. Then this story isn't for you.💖🙏🏻
Author
For this story contains:
• Triggers
• Traumas
_____________________
Such as:
>Violence
>Abuse
>Harassments
>Assaults
>Torture
[Mentally, Physically, and Spiritually]
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• Obsession
• Betreyal
• Toxic mindset
• Manipulative ways
• Foul Words
• Cruelty
And many more!
Author
This romance story is twisted.
Kira
Then why write a story like this?
Author
To spread awareness that it's not easy for other people to get out from an abusive toxic relationship. It might even help or give some people hint on how to escape. (It might help, we never know)✍🏻
Author
Situations like these are pretty terrifying, especially for the victim. There are people out there who blames the victim as to why they're in a toxic abusive relationship. Stop "Victim Blaming", It could happen to anyone. Remember that we're not in their shoes.
Author
• English isn't my first language and I'm not really used to it. There might be grammatical and spelling errors ahead.
•This story is indeed for spreading awareness, but at the same time it's also because I'm bored and It's my free time.
• Y/N means "Your name" (Just in case)
• I'm not an active author so please be patient
Bird in a cage
The fresh breeze of summer
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
***
Ira the sun is up, breakfast is ready.
Kira
(Of course~ Food!) *Drools*
***
Wash yourself first then come downstairs and eat.
Kira
(No! No, we had an argument and he can't buy me with food.) *Hump*
***
You're still upset, huh?
Kira
No, I'm up. I'll be down later.
***
Well suit yourself, I'll eat first then.
***
I guess I'm going to enjoy the meat alone..
Kira
No, actually let's go together brother.
Ron
Let's go then.. *Smiles*
They walked downstairs as they talk.
Kira
How did you afford to buy meat?
Ron
I have a new job of course.
Kira
Congratulations brother! *Smiles*
Ron
Thank you.. *Soft smile*
Ron
I've also decided that you can go.
Ron
To your school trip. *smiles*
Ron
I was cleaning your room. I opened your desk drawer to return the notebook that you dropped in the living room, and there I saw your school trip form.
Ron
Why didn't you tell me about it?
Kira
It was expensive for us...
Kira
You're already having a hard time.
Kira
You gave me a shelter for me to sleep comfortably, foods to feed me, pay the house bills, give me clothes, you even pay for my school tuition and so on so forth.
Kira
How could I even ask for more?
Ron
Didn't I told you not to worry and just live happily?
Kira
It's not a big deal brother!
Ron
You mean the world to me and I'd do anything for you.
Ron
Ira... Just live happily and don't worry too much. I'll always be here for you.
Kira
I wanted to help you!
Ron
Ira don't be stubborn.
Ron
You should make friends, eat to your hearts content, have fun, and study.
Kira
I know... You already told me that a thousand times.
Kira
But brother you also mean the world to me, all I want to do is to help you.
Ron
I know. I know that you're a good girl and that you want to help me so bad.
Ron
But it isn't the time for you to worry about these things.
Kira
Ever since mom and dad left you're the only one who cares for me.
Kira
You always support me..
Kira
You even work hard for us to have a better life.
Kira
you don't even have a girlfriend at this age!
Kira
My point is I also want you to enjoy life.
Kira
Even if it's just for a day.
Kira
Get a girlfriend and eat to your hearts content.
Tears then streamed down her face
Kira
I feel like I'm a burden to you.
Ron
Is that what you were thinking these past few weeks?
Tears keeps streaming down her face. Ron stood up and approached shira, he then knelt down and pat her head softly.
Ron
It's okay. You're not a burden and you never will be.
Ron
I'm your big brother after all... I'll always be here to listen if something's bothering you.
Ron
Don't be sad, it breaks my heart every time I see you like this. It tortures me how your mind can make you feel so worthless. So please, depend on me.
Ron
I'll always love you. Mom and dad didn't mean to leave us. I told you that they're in a safe place now, right? *smiles*
Kira
*Sobs* Yeah... A place called heaven.
Ron
Yeah. I made a promise to take care of you. I will never forget nor break it.
Kira looked into his eyes and hugged her brother, sobbing. Her brother's smile then faded as he caresses the back of her head gently.
Ron
No one will ever lay a hand on you again. You've been through a lot Ira...
Ron
No one shall harm you as long as I'm here. I'll take care of them.
Ron
I'll never make that same mistake again so don't worry and just come home whenever you're tired and scared. It doesn't matter weather you're in school or not, I can always find you.
Ron
Worry not, your big brother is here.
Kira
I understand brother.. *Sobs*
Kira
Don't leave me like mother and father. I wouldn't know what to do...
Kira
I love you brother... Thank you for everything!
Ron
I love you too Ira, my lovely little sister...
My white Prince
The day of the school trip came.
Ron
Have fun Ira.. Don't go too far, you might get lost. *Smiles*
Kira
I understand brother.
They then both smiled and waved goodbye to each other.
Kira
Hey spade! I'll be back in a minute, I need to have a call. *Smiles*
Spade
Sure Ira, make sure you come back afterwards.
Spade
Don't go too far! You might get lost. *Chuckles*
Kira
Don't worry! I'll be back before it gets dark. *smiles*
Spade
Hmm... Okay if you say so.
Spade
Call me if anything happens! *Smiles*
Kira
Spade is everything to me just as much as my brother.
Kira
We have been together ever since our parents left us. Spade is part of our family. She's precious just like my brother..
Kira
But as far as I can tell, Spade and brother doesn't get along very well.
Kira
I wonder why... I'd be glad if that's not the case though. *sigh*
Kira
This should be far enough..
Ron
Ira, how are you doing?
Kira
I'm doing fine brother. *Chuckles*
Ron
Oya? Did something good happened?
Kira
Well it's because you called, I was starting to miss you. It's also because Spade came.
Ron
Why do you feel happy when you're with that girl?
Kira
What do you mean brother?
Kira
She's precious to me just as much as you. Spade have been with us ever since.
Kira
She's part of our family. Isn't she?
Kira
Don't you consider her as a family?
Ron
You're my one and only family.
Ron
That girl can only be your friend and that's it. Nothing more, nothing less.
Kira
You don't get to decide that!
Ron
She will eventually hurt you and leave you.
Kira
How would you know that?! Stop spouting nonsense brother!
Kira
She wouldn't do that to me.
Ron
You're still naive Ira.
Ron
People will eventually betray and leave us.
Ron
The only person who will love you no matter what..
Ron
I'm telling you, don't get too attached to that girl Ira.
Kira
How could you brother...?
Kira
If she heard you, she would be so hurt!
Ron
So be it. The earlier she leave the faster you move on.
Kira
I always knew that you guys don't get along...
Kira
But how could you say these things without any hesitation?..
Ron
It's because I don't like her and we don't get along Ira.
Ron
Just like water and oil.
Kira
I can't accept this and I won't listen to you.
Kira
What you think doesn't matter. As long as I care for her you can't take her away from me.
Kira
I'd hate you if you ruin our relationship...
Ron
You will choose her over me then?
Kira
Why would you ask me something stupid!?!
Kira
I love her and she's precious to me just as much as you!
Kira
Why does it always seems like you don't care about anything else except me?..
Ron
It's because I really don't..
Ron
I don't care about anything nor anyone besides you Ira.
Ron
You mean the whole world to me.
Ron
Is it gonna be your brother or that girl?
Tears were streaming down her face not knowing the sun's about to set.
Little did she know Ron was watching her
Ron
Ira... No one will harm you as long as I'm here.
Spade
That guy made you cry again, huh?...
When suddenly a sound caught Kira's attention.
Dry leaves from the ground rustling
Kira
(I- it couldn't be a wild animal, right?... I'm pretty sure the teacher said beforehand that this place is safe.)
Kira
(I need to find something to defend myself!)
Before she even know it a man with glasses and messy hair appeared.
Kira then screamed which surprised the man.
Kira
I thought you were a wild animal planning to attack me.
???
I'm sorry miss, I thought no one else was here.
???
I apologize for disturbing you.
Kira
No, It's fine. I'm sorry for screaming.
???
It's understandable miss... By the way, what are you doing here alone?
The sun is about to set.
Kira
I was in a call with um..
Kira
I was about to head back when suddenly I heard a sudden noise.
???
Oh, that must've been from those little branches and dry leaves that I stepped on the way here.
???
I didn't mean to scare you or anything miss.
Kira
Oh no! I know. I also didn't mean to scream and startle you.
???
Looks like we both didn't mean it then.
???
Oh, we're from the same school.
Kira
Oh yeah, you're right..
???
Well it was nice to meet you miss. I should head back now since it's getting dark.
???
Do you perhaps know where the school camp is?...
???
Can I go with you? I'm actually a little lost.
Kira
Let's go now before it gets dark.
Kira
May I know your name?
???
My name is Lance Elixis. Age fourteen, I'm in my freshmen year and I go to the same school as you.
Kira
I'm Kira Jiang. Freshmen year, same age as you.
Lance
I see. I guess we're both in our freshmen year but have different rooms.
Lance
It's a pleasure to meet you miss Jiang.
Kira
The pleasure is all mine Sir Elixir.
Lance
Let's go then, shall we?
Lance
This is where we part ways now miss Jiang. Thank you for leading me here. *Bows*
Kira
It's not a problem sir Elixir.
Lance smiled to her and turned his back
He then suddenly stopped and faced Kira again before she could leave.
Lance
I thought you might need it miss Jiang.
Lance
Please accept it miss Jiang. It's the least I could do to thank you for leading me here.
Kira
I'll return it to you next time.
Lance
I hope you feel better the next time we meet.
He said to her and smiled softly as he turned his back and left before Kira could even say a word.
Kira
Who gives their hankie to a stranger just because they were having a bad day nowadays?...
Kira
Hm, what a strange guy.
Spade
What took you so long?! I was so worried!
Spade
Hm? Your eyes are a little red, so is your nose. Were you crying all this time?
Kira
No, I was chatting with someone.
Kira
Yeah, we just happen to meet. We were discussing about that trending sad story of Emma.
Spade
I see.. Hm? Where did that handkerchief came from?
Spade
It's a handkerchief...
Spade
Were you chatting with a guy?
Spade
Why didn't you tell me that It was a guy?
Kira
Well I'm pretty sure I didn't said that I was talking to a girl.
Kira
Our meeting was unexpected.
Spade
Ahh everyone is preparing barbecue right now!
Ron
Ira... That was the first long conversation you had with a guy. You even accepted his handkerchief.
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