we all lived in our dream world and escape the REALITY. My story is just started there ...

i.e started at dream world but leave me in reality 🙂...

btw i am from india. a country known for its culture and rule :(

Lets start the journey-

07.2017[college first day]

Before i reaches college thought of many concept like everyone will be free for their choice and i was actually expecting a glamorous world just like the tv shows.

but after reaching i realised its not like that rather than it was similar to my school only difference was no uniform.

when i reach class meet some new people then we were taken to a lab . then there comes a late addmission boy.

he was also late for class . so got scolded, i was just simply looking at him then realised he looked and gave me a smile. i was not interested so i didn't think too much.his name was---- lets say SUHO.

~after few months-

we realise that we have common movie taste so we talk a lot in group chat .. then he text me personally and said lets talk here ,we might disturb everyone just by talking that much. i was happy to make a friend who watches same movie like me.

After that we talked a lot & started to exchange movie from mobile .just by talking for 1 months i also got really attached.

i rarely chat with boys . i do often with some but just 5-6 words per week that's it.

May be he was the 2nd one with whom I talked daily.(other one was one of my fb friend lets say him -SEOJUN )

Often i found suho looking at me. at first it was embarassing/weird . i also sometimes started to look him that is he looking at me now!

i didn't realise but just to check that he was looking or not i started to look at him and then realised he is kind of handsome.

so Suho somehow became the hero of my dream. i don't know exactly what happened .He wasn't anything special in also. he was just a shy , sometimes funny ,nice guy. May that was enough for me . But i found myself start to like him.& i thought he liked me too. but i always wondered why didn't he tell me then? thought he is just shy.

we talked a lot in chat but in reality we rarely talk. i thought its because of i m shy ,he is also shy, that's why maybe.

Later found he is talking finely with other girls. that made me kind of sad & angry. i noticed that he actually talked Frankly with every other girls except me and another one.

oneday i found he message another girl(who was sat beside me) In the same tone that he did to me.

i thought everything was really on my mind actually he felt nothing special about me.

it was me who thought this is was especial and i already fell for him..

that day i got so angry that i didn't reply him . after 3-4 days when I calm down , thought it's okay it's not necessary that he might have more friends to talk daily unlike me who text just him.. he might thought her a friend and i also get to know the girl has a boyfriend. i might be his better friend for sure.

so i want to talk Again but still couldn't figure out why he didn't talk to me other than chat like he do to other girls.

i replied back , he also talked but this time chatting was less. Day by day it started to become more less. i thought it was because i didn't talk then that's why and i tried to communicate but it becomes like he was just replying . & in college he was always surrounded by other girls as he was good at lab everyone wants help from him, i again feel sad cause of that . Then I leave it. i found he stopped texting me .

I also thought of restraining myself but it was too late . i already fall in love too deeply even before i know it.

i started always to think why did stop texting and why he is so frank to other girls? is it me who made it like this ? may be i am weird that's y he got away?

Or , he wasn't considered me he was just fooling around !

but his eyes! why always he looked at me then.

i couldn't find out the answers , my marks started to fall off.i started to lose myself.

then i thought of gave up . tried every possible way,- stopped texting him but after 3 months i couldn't not stop my self to text him, get angry and hate him but failed, tried to deny that it is not love jyst infatuation but failed , tried to believe i like other person but not possible.

then thought of accepting my feelings .. but it was again late. just 1-2 months to go to end the college life. so i decided to give it a go and trying to pursue him partially, afrerall i was girl and above that shy one , i couldn't make a move . but i was deeply in love and it was my first Love so i must give it a try afterall i belong to dreamy world.

And i thought everything will be ok afterall in drama there is always happy ending .

but is that so in real life?

will My first Romance will be successful?

what was exactly on suho's mind?

what about the character seojun?

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