I am Wendy a normal woman with average life. However, my normal worker life has to change when my boss and I got drunk.  We woke up in the morning everything's had happened between us.

What is more surprising, when my boss Ryan want to take responsibility when he knows I'm pregnant with his child. Of course how can I not agree to be married into a multi-billionaire husband and all in all perfect man.

We celebrate our marriage in a simple and few people attending our wedding but memorable. For me, I can't wish anything more. The truth is I am also one of Ryan's admirers and now his wife.

As the time goes, I feel in love with him even more even though its only once a week that we meet each other. He is a good, caring, loving and perfect husband in the world. He always gave souvenirs and also my favorite comic books whenever he come home from his business. I feel contented and didn't even think whether he has mistress or not. I really fully trust him so much.

However, 1 month before I gave birth to my baby boy he still hasn't come back. It's been 2 months that he is in abroad, and I still can't contact him. I am so worried about him and also for our baby.

In a morning I buy some groceries in a grocery store. But I was hit by a snatcher running away from his victim. And that victim is... It was him! My husband!

My eyes are shining with happiness, only focusing at him like he is the only man I saw in this world. I was glad, relieved at the same time very happy to saw him again. He also stops and our eyes meet.

However, his eyes are full of panic, shock, helpless and sadness.

'Darling why are you so... Sad?'

That makes me confused not realize that a Car hit me.

'Huh?' It was too late for me to realize what happened to me when I fall in his arm.

I can't hear what he says, but I know he is calling my name again and again. He's eyes are full of shock and worry. With a crystal tear fall in his eyes fall of Sadness that breaks my heart. I hate it when he is like this. But what can I do? I am dying... It's so painful watching him crying so much that the pain I felt in my whole body.

I smile at him and touch his face.

“I love you so much” I whisper. My tears are also falling from the heart aches I felt.

'I know it's my fault leaving him behind with his child in my womb. I am a hateful wife to let my feelings go without knowing what is happening around me.'

I blink when his tear fall in my nose along with my blurry eyes. Likewise, I want to sleep, but I want to be with him.

“... child...”

' Our child... Please save him...' I open my mouth to get some air.

“I...sorry...”

' I'm so sorry for being your useless wife and mother to our child. I'm so idiot for not even managed to protect our child. I don't deserve your love. Likewise, I don't deserve to be with you in this life. However.... If God ever given me another chance to come back in time... I am willing to stay away from you... Because you don't deserve a useless idiot wife like me. You deserve a perfect and beautiful wife. I hate my self for being your useless wife. '

In my last breath I remember every happiness that we shared. Memories that I won't forget. He is my only happiness. My only love. I can give away my hobby just for him. I love him so very much. Why God have given me a life like this. To have a perfect future but in the end it's not a happy ending.

' If ever God give me another chance...

Wendy woke up in a woman's cry and voices. Her hearing are still in process along with her other senses.

'What is going on?'

“She's so young yet... My daughter *huk* my poor little girl *huk* why can't you save our daughter !! We have all money!! Why!? We have paid all those useless doctors to heal our poor daughter, but they can't even heal her!! They are all useless!! What's the point of being an Imperial Doctors!! *hik* Huhuhuhuhu... My poor baby is suffering from so much pain and mother can't do anything to help you. I'm such a useless mother!! “ A woman shouts while crying.

For some reason Wendy's heartache, hearing a woman's cry. She wants to hug her and comfort her but her body... She can't move but she can hear them. Furthermore, she also felt different.

'Am I dead?'

She tried to move her fingers. After a fifth attempt to move my fingers, and finally I can move it a little. She continues to move again in her other hand, and it's also moving.

Gasp!

“She...moved!!” A small childish voice shout that stops the woman from crying. A sudden soft and warm touch from someone in her moving hands hold her.

“Wan! Honey am I dreaming!? My little wan hand moved”!

“Yes darling. Please calm down. Imperial Doctor will check her---” A masculine but gentle voice of man said.

“HMP! He dares!” A woman's angrily said.

“Darling please stop being childish and let our daughter checked”

“Fine”

'Whose daughter? Who is this Imperial Doctor? Am I at the hospital?'

A warm touch let her hand go. Suddenly she felt lonely and sad.

A smell of herbs approach her knowing that this is a person they called Imperial Doctor. Next is a cold big and rough hand touch her pulse. Feeling her heart beats and....

'Wait, wait, wait!!! A man said they will check their daughter but why did they check mine??! Where is Ryan! My husband!'

Wendy open her eyes suddenly but close her eyes again because of light meet her. Slowly, she open her eyes again to adjust to light.

“My daughter!!” Again a woman shouted calling her daughter and cry again. Wendy move her brows to confuse and look at the observing eyes In front of her.

'A handsome Imperial Doctor!!'

Her small eyes who are still adjusting to light suddenly become wide in shock. A young man's eyes look at her reaction a second and nod its head in confirmation. He released its hand in her pulse and turn its wide back. In front of him is a crying woman who is waiting for what he will say.

“Your daughter is fine. She just needed some rest. I will prescribe her needs and don't. If there is a problem just call me” Hearing a man's cold but gentle voice finish. The woman who felt relieved and happy run to her daughter who is still in confused states. Ignoring everyone and hug her daughter.

Wendy shocked at the woman's sudden hug. Strangely, she felt small in this woman who is hugging her.  She felt suffocate she pushes her with all her strength. She breathe and look at her full of worries red eyes with still small tear in her eyes.

“Wan wan what's wrong? Do you feel anything hurt? Faster, tell mother where is hurts. I will tell Imperial Doctor about it, and he will heal you” She softly said to her. Wendy open her mouth but close it again.

“Who are you? Who is wan wan?” When she open her mouth again she spoke in a childish and dry voice. She blinks her eyes to confuse not accepting her situation.

Everyone inside the room shock.

“What are you talking? You are my daughter, little Wan wan. Don't joke at mother dear it's not funny” She said while her tears won't stop from falling. Wendy felt pity looking at her---so called mother.

Wendy woke up in a woman's cry and voices. Her hearing are still in process along with her other senses.

'What is going on?'

“She's so young yet... My daughter *huk* my poor little girl *huk* why can't you save our daughter !! We have all money!! Why!? We have paid all those useless doctors to heal our poor daughter, but they can't even heal her!! They are all useless!! What's the point of being an Imperial Doctors!! *hik* Huhuhuhuhu... My poor baby is suffering from so much pain and mother can't do anything to help you. I'm such a useless mother!! “ A woman shouts while crying.

For some reason Wendy's heartache, hearing a woman's cry. She wants to hug her and comfort her but her body... She can't move but she can hear them. Furthermore, she also felt different.

'Am I dead?'

She tried to move her fingers. After a fifth attempt to move my fingers, and finally I can move it a little. She continues to move again in her other hand, and it's also moving.

Gasp!

“She...moved!!” A small childish voice shout that stops the woman from crying. A sudden soft and warm touch from someone in her moving hands hold her.

“Wan! Honey am I dreaming!? My little wan hand moved”!

“Yes darling. Please calm down. Imperial Doctor will check her---” A masculine but gentle voice of man said.

“HMP! He dares!” A woman's angrily said.

“Darling please stop being childish and let our daughter checked”

“Fine”

'Whose daughter? Who is this Imperial Doctor? Am I at the hospital?'

A warm touch let her hand go. Suddenly she felt lonely and sad.

A smell of herbs approach her knowing that this is a person they called Imperial Doctor. Next is a cold big and rough hand touch her pulse. Feeling her heart beats and....

'Wait, wait, wait!!! A man said they will check their daughter but why did they check mine??! Where is Ryan! My husband!'

Wendy open her eyes suddenly but close her eyes again because of light meet her. Slowly, she open her eyes again to adjust to light.

“My daughter!!” Again a woman shouted calling her daughter and cry again. Wendy move her brows to confuse and look at the observing eyes In front of her.

'A handsome Imperial Doctor!!'

Her small eyes who are still adjusting to light suddenly become wide in shock. A young man's eyes look at her reaction a second and nod its head in confirmation. He released its hand in her pulse and turn its wide back. In front of him is a crying woman who is waiting for what he will say.

“Your daughter is fine. She just needed some rest. I will prescribe her needs and don't. If there is a problem just call me” Hearing a man's cold but gentle voice finish. The woman who felt relieved and happy run to her daughter who is still in confused states. Ignoring everyone and hug her daughter.

Wendy shocked at the woman's sudden hug. Strangely, she felt small in this woman who is hugging her.  She felt suffocate she pushes her with all her strength. She breathe and look at her full of worries red eyes with still small tear in her eyes.

“Wan wan what's wrong? Do you feel anything hurt? Faster, tell mother where is hurts. I will tell Imperial Doctor about it, and he will heal you” She softly said to her. Wendy open her mouth but close it again.

“Who are you? Who is wan wan?” When she open her mouth again she spoke in a childish and dry voice. She blinks her eyes to confuse not accepting her situation.

Everyone inside the room shock.

“What are you talking? You are my daughter, little Wan wan. Don't joke at mother dear it's not funny” She said while her tears won't stop from falling. Wendy felt pity looking at her---so called mother.