It’s my brothers 18th birthday party. I swear there’s at least 20 people at my house, but the only one I care about is making out with a girl in a dark corner. Yup it’s going to be a great night. I make my way over to the juice bar and grab some punch. My brother comes up to me.

"Hey sis you having fun." He asks.

"Of course." I lied.

I peak over at Jordan still making out with some girl.

"You know what would be fun," my brother pipes up, "spin the bottle."

Everyone yells there agreement. I try to escape but some how am pulled into the mess. My brother starts and it lands on a tall blond. They make out for a full minute and then the next person goes before I know it it’s Jordan’s turn. He spins the bottle with a grin on his face. It lands on me. Oh god! Oh god! I am officially freaked out I can’t kiss him in front of all these people.

"Well that’s unexpected," my brother pipes up.

"Yea Mike don’t watch me make out with your sister."

“Eww" Mike makes a disgusted face.

Jordan turns to me and grins. He brings his hand to the back of my neck and tilts my head back. He brings his lips to mine a peck at first and then it gets heated quickly. He dives his tongue in my mouth. I wrap my arms around his neck so I can get closer. I can feel him. Is he really turned on by this. I pull away surprised. I look up at him. He’s no longer smirking he’s also in shock.

"Phobe" Jordan whispers.

I turn and run out the room I run down stairs to my room. I knew I shouldn’t have played that stupid game. Suddenly there’s a knock at my door.

"Who is it?" A mumbled.

Jordan opened the door. Why’d he have to follow me.

"I’m sorry," he said.

"For what it was just a game."

"I know but I could have refused." Jordan replied.

"Why didn’t you?” I asked.

"I was curious." He said.

"So you kiss people because your curious."

"Sometimes."

We sat there in silence. Finally I spoke up. "You liked it."

"Yea," he blushed.

"I don’t understand why would you like kissing me."

"Well your beautiful first off and a great kisser plus your a good person."

I stare at him surprised he’s never complimented me like that. Before I know what’s going on he’s kissing me again not because he has to but because he wants to. He shifts so he’s on top of me. I can feel him hard against me. He kisses my neck I whimper.

Mike burst through the door "what is going on?" He yelled.

Jordan scrambles off of me. He looks worried scared almost. "I came down to talk to phobe."

“Yea that’s why you were making out with her."

"Dude it was your idea to play spin the bottle."

"Doesn’t mean you need to seduce my sister after."

"I wasn’t." Jordan bit his bottom lip.

"Then what did I walk in on?" My brother asked.

"It was the heat of the moment.” Jordan assured him.

Yea I knew it was to good to be true. Why would a guy like Jordan want me. I could feel tears falling. "Can you both get out please." Cried.

They both stood there stunned, but still went out of the room. I needed to finally get over Jordan. I need to get out there and start dating. At 20 years old I needed a life.

I had just kissed phobe and liked it a lot. I always thought she was pretty but I never thought we’d have chemistry like that. After I left her room last night I went up to the spare bedroom and got some release. I woke up the next morning and my first thought was about phobe. I sighed I hated this Mike would kill me if I tried to do anything so can’t do that, but I want more all I got was a taiste last night and I want more. Phobe comes up the stairs in her shorts and crop top usually I wouldn’t notice but my body doesn’t get the memo.

“Good morning,” she yawns.

“Good morning,” I replied trying not to jump her.

All she would have to do is look at my lap and she’d know. Mike comes into the kitchen next. He ignores me.

“You can’t ignore me for ever.” I tell mike.

He turns away with a cup of coffee and heads to his room. The thing is I don’t know why he’s so upset he was the one that wanted to play spin the bottle. I head back to the spare room to be honest it’s basically mine because I pretty much live here. I head to my room and grab a book.

After about an hour of reading I get up to stretch when I hear a knock.

“Come in,” I shout.

Phobe comes in in tight Jean shorts and a pink skin tight top she’s going to be the death of me I swear.

“Can we talk?” She asks.

“Of course,” I offer her a spot next to me, “what’s up.”

“Um I’m sorry about last night I was just surprised by everything that happened.”

Why was she apologizing. “I don’t know why your sorry it was a mutual kiss and I enjoyed it.”

Phobes face turns red. “Oh.” She squeaks and then gets a serious face. I know she’s deep in thought but I don’t know about what.

Next thing I know she’s on my lap and then she’s kissing me. I grab her waiste and pull her closer. She pulls back.

“Do you actually like kissing me?” She asks flushed.

“What do you think.” I bring her hand down to my erection.

She moans in reasponse. She begins kissing me again but I know I have to stop before this goes further. I pull away.

“What’s wrong.” Phobe wines.

“Your brother he’ll kill me.”

“I’ll talk to him, but first what are we doing.”

I stopped and thought would I want to date phobe I know I want to get in her pants but do I want a relationship.

“I’m not sure,” I say honestly.

“Jordan come on if we are just sleeping together I can’t do this.”

“Would you want a relationship with me?” I asked surprised.

“Sometimes I think your an idiot. Of course I want to date you.”

“Oh ok.” I could do a relationship with phobe couldn’t I. “Yea ok so we’re dating.”

She smiles so brightly I swear the room glows. “What are you doing Tuesday?” She asks.

“Nothing I don’t work any ways.”

“Good then it’s a date,” she gives me a quick kiss and skips out the room.

What did I just do Mike was going to kill me let alone his dad I was so screwed. Yet some how I was excited and hope it went well it was only two days away in the mean time I needed to talk to the boys.

I headed to Mikes room and knocked and then opened the door.

“What?” He growled.

“I need to talk to you and I don’t want you to freak out.”

“Okay,” he glanced at me.

“Phobe and I are dating.” I blurted to scared to see his reaction I stared at the ground.

“Well that’s better than I thought.”

“What?” I yelled.

“I thought you were just sleeping together.”

“No we haven’t done the dirty and when we do I’m not telling you but why were you so mad.”

Mike looks away. “I jealous,”

“Of what?” I asked.

“Of phobe.”

“Huh” I was so confused.

“Your an idiot.”

I’ve been told that twice today and do not appreciate it.

“Explain to me what’s going on.” I tell him.

“It doesn’t matter.” Mike says.

“It does your my best friend Mike.”

“That’s the problem don’t you get it,” tears are running down his face. “I love you Jordan not as a brother or a friend your so much more to me than that.”

I stand there in shock what just happened. Mike loves me. I thought he was straight. Phobe likes me. How do I tell him I don’t feel that way for him.

“I need some space Jordan I know you will never love me back and I’ll get over it but I need space.”

He pushes me out of the room and locks his door well f#ck. My life is a rolercoaster right now. I needed to get out of the house so I left a note and went for a drive.

It's been three days since I saw Jordan he answers my texts but hasn't come to see me. Plus Mikes been locked in his room. I don't know what happened when they talked but it must not have been good. Finally being sick of Mikes sh#t I knock on his door.

"Go away," he yelled.

"Not gonna happen baby brother. You've been stuck in that room for three  days." I said sternly.

I heard stomping coming towards the door. Mike opened it he had dark bags under his eyes and looked miserable.

"What happened?" I asked softly.

"Nothing for you to worry about."

"It is when you look like that. What happened with Jordan." I pressed.

"I really don't want to talk about it," he yelled.

"Fine I'll ask him myself."

"Just run to your boyfriend." Mike mumbled.

"What?"

"Ah."

"What did you say about Jordan?"

"I said run back to your boyfriend." He looked sad.

"Please talk to me," I pleaded.

"It'll only make things worse."

"How?"

Mike sighed. "I told Jordan I loved him."

"You what!" I shouted, "I didn't even know you liked Jordan if I would have known I wouldn't have gone out with him."

"Exactly, that's why I didn't tell you. Now go so I can continue to wallow in sadness."

I stared at Mike he started to close the door. "Wait." I told him, "I don't know what to do in this situation. Do you want us to go out or do you want me to break up with him."

"He's straight," Mike stated, "so I don't have a chance stay with him I'll be fine promise."

I nodded and gave him a small smile I felt bad but if he was telling me to stay with him I would.

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That night there's clear sky's so I figured I'd go out and watch the stars. They were extravagant. I hadn't done this in so long and it was nice just to take a break.

Breaking out of my peaceful state when I hear foot steps I look over to find Jordan looking down at me.

"Hey," I said.

"Hey sorry I needed some space,"

"I get it I talked to Mike about what happened."

"Yea?" Jordan asked.

"Yea I had no idea to be honest."

"Your telling me." He came and laid down beside me.

We lay in silence looking at the sky.

"So are we still dating after what happened?" Jordan asked.

"Yea Mike said he wanted us to date."

"Oh." Jordan replied.

Then silence again at some point I started to doze off. I felt Jordan wrap me in his arms.

I woke up next to a strong body. I opened my eyes and searched we fell asleep out side. Jordan pulled me closer to him and he groaned.  I felt his erection pressing into me. I could feel him starting to wake up. Next thing I know his lips are on my neck. It felt so good I moaned.

"Get a room," I heard Mike yawn.

Well it was a good thing he broke that moment I had forgotten we were outside. I pulled myself up and looked down at Jordan.

"Get up sleepy head." I told Jordan.

He grumbled something I couldn't understand. I headed inside to get some coffee. I looked over at the clock on the stove. It was already ten. I went upstairs to the office and pulled out my computer. I started working on my current novel.

I heard a knock about fifteen minutes later. "Yes?" I yelled.

"Hey do you want any lunch before I head out for work?" Jordan asked.

"Nope your good." I smiled.

He came up to me and kissed me softly and then it grew hungry. I felt his hand start up my shirt.

I pulled away and laughed, "go to work."

He sighed, "I would rather be here with you."

I giggled as he left.

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As soon as Jordan walked through the door he was on me.

"Not right now," I told him.

"Ugh."

"Your acting like you just figured out how your **** works."

"Well maybe I did."

"No I'm pretty sure you didn't with all the girls you've been with," I shook my head.

He sighed. I looked at him I don't know why but I wanted to know he was serious before we went further. I know we just started dating but I've loved him for years.

"Let's go on a date." I told him.

"When?" He asked.

"Tomorrow after you get off work." He gave me skeptical look.

"I'm not getting any am I?"  He sighed.

"Nope," I laughed and walked away