"Love"

...when i heard the word love for first time i used to believe that it was something blissful like fairy tales story which i used to read in my childhood that has "happy ever after" ...

...But as i Grew up i see the true meaning of "Love" ...

It was the last day of the sport meets of our school as usual during every sports meet i seat inside our class tent watching everyone participating various of sports as i look at them i thought(aish i wanna join them)

It wasn't like i was bad at sports or my health is bad it was simply the reason that I'm lazy.

As i was lost in my space i didn't notice the tent falling and when i notice it was already late the pole that was supporting the tent fall toward me and hit my head. I regained my conscious and i immediately know that i was at hospital ward i seat up and waited for someone to enter but no one did for around half and hour.

After half and hour my family came rushing beside me everyone has a worried expression and my mom has the worst worried looks, she even cried hugging me taht day scolding me and coxing me.

We went home after taking my discharge paper it was kinda of werid incident happened to me and i used to found it funny remembering my mom crying while hugging me,sister repeatly choking due to crying too much.

...But what i never thought was that this incident will change my life into a whole point of view....

I was lucky that we have two days of school off after school sports meet i stay at my home laying at my bed reading ff or story on my phone. That two days was my best days in my life if i remembered.

It was the day of school i eat my breakfast wear my school uniform packed my lunch box eat a light meal with my family waited for my school transportation to come and send me to school. I reached school jokes with my friends before our assembly started as we were talking one my friend Riya(friend name) told me that one of our senior help me from the school sports incident i was thankful to that kind senior i wanted to thank them so i asked my friends to helped me.

" Those tainted hearts cannot be wash by any soaps nor holy water"

Next is chp 2 pls leave any comments you like and the mistakes i have in the above paragraphs.

This is my first time writing stories and especially novels types

Let me leave some questions for y'all cus everyone's opinion is require

***Do you guys think love is like fairy tale?

Does love have to end with "happy ever after" ?

Can someone cleans someone's tainted hearts? If so how***?

LASTLY BUT NOT LEAST

Do u believe in true love/Love as first sight/Never ending love?

...My friends happily helped me to meet up with the senior who helped me....

...He was our school popular guy smart, handsome and has a kind heart (that's what i thought) As thanking him i buy some snacks from our school cafeteria and send it to him with a slip of paper....

^^^Thank you senior for helping me -^^^

^^^junior^^^

From that day onwards senior and i keep in touch....we would text eachother everyday greet eachother when we cross eachother.

People started rumours that Me and senior are dating which we both denied and explain our relantion is just senior and junior bond nothing even tho we explain some people don't trust and annoy me.

Not only those peoples but also my friends they would also talk ask it and i will replied the same

"we're just senior and junior i don't have any feelings towards senior nor he does"

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Time pass and i come to realise that i was obsessed with senior texts i was always trying to gain his attention. He notice my werid behaviour and ask me directly.

I straight forwardly. told him that i need his attention his texts,his company etc.

Shock and disbelief was written all over his face i told myself to be ready for his scolding or insults......but i never thought was that He would hug me it was my turn to be shock but i eventually embrace it.

We start dating, we stay as a couple for two years, and we broke up on my 16th birthday

Why u ask? Cause i caught him cheating on me.

Yes i cried but i learn something from this experience and i keep that knowledge in my head.

I change my school cause of my parents job

After breaking up him i totally change i become a playgirl, a rebellious child,cold werido.

I was happy with my new reputation cuz of my new image some of my old friends broke our friendship bond. My life keep changing day by day day before my 17 birthday i again got rape by one my teachers i become emotionless, expressionless on my birthday......when my mom and dad was busy decorating the room i went inside my bathroom grab a razor cut both of my wrists before i faint, i go and lay on my bed like nothing never happened.

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When i gain my conscious i was at hospital ward IV fuild flowing inside me the beeping sounds of machine beside my bed.

My limbs were all numb can't even raise a finger i laughed at my situation

"So pathetic can't even die now" was my first thought

My whole family were worried and sad about my report, they would daily visit me my two bestfriend alway visit me sharing their new interest or new things.

They introduced me the a Korean Boy band name BTS.

I soon take liking to BTS they were great i like their songs lyrics and all i was a small fan of them that time.....but when they give the speech at The UN i become one of their's die hard fans. Bts again bring happiness to my life even tho it's little i was happy and grateful they give small amounts of happiness cuz i ain't greedy for happiness