What is the felling is you fell 1000 meters of the one you loved being tossed into the cold sea full of monster and lies you can never believe not a single light not a sing flare not a song hope not to be found if you hope withered away like mine flown and gone what would you do?Knowing it is like would you rather egsitance or hope or would just lie there in the sea of abandon graves hoping you will reach the Netherlands the next day to stop felling pain that is all that is left of you .

You see the sea begin like the fire only cold and endless dancing like graceful birds pure and clean like you were once only once until life fell upon misery.

Life and sea