..."And here you have it folks! Our #1 Bachelor is now married and has gotten his happy ending!"...

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.........His happy ending!?...

.........What about mine!?...

...I'm here stuck in this forsaken fortress of torment! Surrounded by cushioned walls meant to keep crazy people in and the rest of the world out.....I'm constantly tortured by these retched people who think of me as a villain.....A VILLAIN!?.....Am I a villain for going after my love!?........Am I a villain for doing anything so I can have MY happy ending!?...... Why do I have to be punished for this!?.....Why do I have to be punished for loving someone who is rightfully mine!?...

...Everyone tells me I should just give up......Shall I really?........

...If only they had not met! Then I would have been the one to marry him! Why did he have to fall in love with her when I was so obviously in love with him!?...

...It's not fair! It's so...not...fair.... But I can't do anything.........

...I'm stuck in this place....... Jay will never let me leave here....He thinks that I'll hurt Nyla.....But......What's the point anymore?...

...He'll never love me......He only hates me and everytime he looks at me........all I can see is hatred in his murderous glare.......

...I can't take it......I can't see that.....I don't want to live with my love hating me...... So shall I really give up?...

..."Hey little b¡t©h! Time for lunch!"...

...And there are the retched people I hate so much......That was James. He's my bodyguard who is in charge of my every action......He's a supporter of Nyla and Jay's relationship and just because I tried to get my love, he hates me and treats me like trash.........

...I got up with much struggle as they had put me in one of those vests that restrict any hand action and the b@$t@rd couldn't even help me get up!...

...I walked out and everything was as usual. Everyone was glaring at me, even Mrs. Crock who couldn't even eat by herself. Was what I did really that bad!? I just........

...What I did you must be asking........I'll tell you later on in the story....

...I sat down in my seat as James took off the jacket restraint. He gave me my food, well better described as threw my found down on the table and then gave me a spoon. I wasn't allowed to eat with a fork since I would StAB SomEOne...... I'm not a psychopath to stab someone without reason but no one would believe me if I said that....

...After I finished eating it was time for showers.....I hated this part of the day.....I always felt...violated.......As we were considered pSYcHopatHs, even when it was time for showers, we couldn't be left alone. So the shower walls were transparent and guards would stand on one side while we showered on the other. And my guard, as I said before, is James......a man....

...But then again, I've already lost all my dignity so what does it matter anymore?...

...I as usual went to take a shower as James watched me. James, despite him saying he hated me, always watched intently as I showered which is what made me most uncomfortable...... I'm scared when I shower......If he tries to...r@pe me....I can't say anything because no one would believe me but thank goodness that he never does anything....

...After my shower, I got dressed and James escorted me back to my.......box........

...Did I really deserve this!?...

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...After cursing my existence for a while I fell asleep....

...The next morning I woke up by a bucket of water being downed onto my face....

...I hate this so much! What right do they have to treat me this way!?...

...I'm just tired of it all.......Can't I just die?...

..."Oi!! Get ya @$$ up!"...

...Ughhhh!...

...I got up and glared at the b@$tard in front of me....

..."What ya looking at b¡t©h!"...

...Saying that he grabbed my shoulder and we walked out of the room. He was holding my shoulder so tightly and it hurt so bad......but on the bright side.....it was Wednesday...........

...We walked to the showers and as usual I had to go through the excruciating minutes of him watching me as I showered........

...When I was done and dressed, James escorted me down a hall and into an office....

..."Hello Eclipse!"...

...And there he is, Lucas......The only person in this place that actually cares about me......

..."Hi!"...

...I replied as I sat down but as I did, I hurt my arm because of this d@mn restraint that they're forcing me to wear....

..."Can you take that off James?"...

..."But..."...

..."She's not going to hurt anyone"...

..."Fine"...

...He noticed........

...James came and took off the restraint before leaving the room and Lucas came closer to me and held my hand.......

..."Is your hand ok?"...

..."Y-Yeah"...

...He always so gentle with me.... That's why I love Wednesdays......

...But wait.....why was I stuttering!?...

...It's probably nothing.........

...Lucas is a psychiatrist here......Every patient has to see him once a week and despite the fact that everyone else sees and treats us as quacks, he treats us all like we are actually people......

..."So how are you today?"...

..."I'm fine"...

...We continued talking about some general things and then we reached the topic that I hated everytime it was mentioned........

..."Are you ready to give up on Mr. Jay?"...

...And everytime he asked me that question, I couldn't answer.....I'm just not ready and whenever someone asks me.......I get a bit panicky. I don't know why but it just feels like I'm giving up a part of myself....Giving up on someone who I've dedicated most of my life for.......I just can't comprehend it........

..."It's ok, don't stress yourself"...

...He said trying to calm me down in a way and then we continued talking......

...After we were done, James came back and so did the restraint. Again my arms were restrained and we headed back to my box....

...I laid on my bed as I stared at the ceiling..... Why does everyone keep on telling me to give up!?...

...What right do they have to be telling me to give up on someone that I love!?...

...Why didn't they tell Nyla to give up!?...

...Why am I the villain!?...

......Why can't he just love me!?......

......Is everyone right!?......

...Should I give up on him!?...

......Am I really capable to give up on him!?......

...But....then what!?...

...What do I do with my life!?...

...My whole identity is........Jay.........

...Shall I give up!?...

...But even so......how!?...

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...I was dozing off when I heard the door to the box being opened....

......At first I didn't give much thought to it since I thought it would be James as usual but when I heard his voice, I flinched.......

..."Hey baby sister😏"...

......What is he doing here!?......I can't.....He can't be here!......

..."Awww, are you not happy to see your brother?"...

...He said as he got closer to me and as it had become accustomed to my body, I started trembling........

..."Wh-what are y-you do-doing here?"...

...I was stuttering so bad.. Just the thought of him made my mind flash back to my worst memories, my body to tremble with fear if he'll do something, my breath uneven and my eyes starting to get blurry....

..."Can I not visit my little sis?😏"...

...I flinched......As he spoke he snaked his hands up my thighs and I couldn't help but start to cry......What's happening!?......Is it happening again!?...

...No!!.....No!!.......It CAN'T!!...

..."Mr. Mathews, I need to speak with my patient if you don't mind"...

...Lucas!..Thank God he's here or I don't know what I would do......

..."Tsk! Whatever!"...

...Saying that my brother left and Lucas came and sat next to me.....

..."Are you ok Eclipse?"...

...I didn't reply.........

...I wasn't ok but I'm too afraid to tell him the reason.....and I don't want to lie to him.......

..."It's fine if you can't tell but when you're ready, I'm here, ok?"...

..."Hmm"...

...He reassured me and I replied back....but what he said next made me tremble in fear even more........

..."You're parents want to meet you"...

...I looked down as I dwindled with my fingers.....After everyone found out what I did, my parents have been punishing me......not mentally but.....physically.......

...I nodded my head as I had no other choice than to go and see them.......

...Lucas released me of the restraint and we walked to the room that I met my parents in everytime they came.........

...The room was different from the rest of the fortress aka the hospital.....The fortress was designed for peace and tranquility but that room.....that room is only for nightmares.......

...I walked in and saw my parents.......

...I entered and they looked up at me and all I could see in their eyes were disgust, disappointment and anger.......

...I hate it........

...I hate seeing my parents look at me like that......But no matter what I say or do.......they still look at me the same..........

..."You're here little slμt😒"...

...Slμt.........

...That's my dad..... Because of what I did...........his whole company had to suffer and I brought shame down on my whole family......that's why hate me so much....and why it hurts even more.......

...They don't hate me because what I did was wrong......but because I hindered how much money they were getting and how much praise they were receiving........

...It makes me think.......did they ever love me?.......Was I always just a tool for them to be famous!?...

......"You ready little b¡tch?😏"......

...And that's my mom...........

...We used to be so close.....but after everything, she didn't even consider hearing me out like dad did........She just wanted everyone to think of me as bad.....And every time they come here....she reminds me of how terrible I am and how ugly I always have been..........

...This is......MY FAMILY........

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