I'm a suicidal person who want the end her own life just because she cant do everything she want and have the things she desired

So if i ever get reincarnated (even though i knew that would be impossible for someone like me) i want to be different to everyone

Then one time as i drank an overdosaged sleeping pills i woke up in a complete different place where a woman look at me with disgust

"W-what's this?! T-that's *cough* *Cough* not my child!" She even pushed me real hard ugh! Then i realized that i really did get reincarnated as soon as i saw these little newborn hands of mine but there's a problem

"Her name will be Aschar Veldi Zemir" the cursed princess whom was commanded to stay at the cold palace for being different and having abnormal ears which has a long white wire that connected to a strange thing that cannot be cut which made them call her a cursed princess

'But isn't this a phone with earphone connected to it?

I thought its something creepy so i got surprised when i saw it

The thing that made the princess inherit the title of the cursed princess and traumized her that made her suicide by jumping through the rooftop is an ordinary earphone and phone?!

Just what kind of a joke is this?!

But then if i think it throughly isn't it strange? Like why is she born with this stuff? I mean i can understand that this world has magic or Juris (that's what they call their superpower is)

But giving birth to a child with earphone and phone? Having it hard to separate from the owner? That's ridiculous!

"This child is cursed your majesty! Please kill her before she brings destruction!" Is what the people of this empire want to say and shout but ofcourse they cant do that since it's against the emperor's brother last wish which is

"Kill anyone but your own child" well i guess i should thank that guy for having that last wish of his for its the only one that keeps me alive?

Anyways i'm now inside of a novel that doesn't really has many readers titled as 'The tyrant's failed love'

Unlike what you can read anywhere its plot is simple but complicated

The ml is a cursed b*stard prince of an enemy continent named Phonto Empire while the empire i'm in is Zemir Empire

He was used as an hostage as they lose from a war between zemir empire at the age of five

He stayed at zemir empire for seven years and escape to take the fl by conquering the zemir empire once he came back

but as he was at it he falls inlove with a noble daughter of a duke who helped him ascend to the throne but refused to be married as she was a man who crossdressed as a girl for fun

Though he didn't care for his gender and insisted on marrying him so They did get married even though many complained but what can they do? He's the king

What the? Is he gay? What's up with the not caring of his gender?

And as he did, the word spread and reached the fl who cried as soon as she heard it for she cant accept that the prince she loved choose a man over her

Ofcourse she would! He choose a male! Even for me that will hurt my pride as a woman

Then the ml realized that there's still something missing and that is when he suddenly remember the fl and decided to conquer the zemir empire

He really is a b*stard

But as he arrived another empire, the Clentor empire has already started a war to conquer the zemir empire which is at the time when the cursed princess suicide that added to the zemir empires problems

But ml is way too impatient that he cant wait to see his beloved fl so he too attacked the zemir empire

He's such a stupid ml attacking because he's impatient

Both empire army attacked zemir and as zemir lose clentor empire's prince or 2nd ml killed the whole royal family

As soon as zemir break down the two empires continued to war but in the end the 2nd ml retreat as soon as he get the fl

While the ml won and suceed on conquering the zemir empire but has break down as his curse act up again while he mourn at the fake death of the fl which the 2nd ml prepared

ML cannot accept her death and blame himself for being so foolish as to leaving and choosing someone over her which caused him to totally give in to his curse as his brain cant take his sorrow that's turning him mad

While on the other hand, fl killed herself as soon as she received the death of ml while 2nd ml was away

This part is like romeo and juliet though?

So my role is really nothing but an extra who would add up as a problem by me suiciding then the zemir empire being conquered by two empires attacking us at the same time

But!

Wouldn't the second ml kill the whole royale family? Then doesn't that mean i would die either way?

...To be continued...

Once in a world full of magic there was three empires in every continent

Clentor empire of the northern continent

Zemir empire of the central continent

And Phonto empire of the southern continent

Every continent has their own symbols and guardian

Clentor empire holds the Ice symbol that symbolizes their cold and heavy nature while the Ice Dragon is their guardian

Zemir empire has the symbol of fire that symbolizes their strength and cruelty in war with their guardian the Fire Phoenix or also known as the war god

While Phonto empire has the green symbol that symbolizes peace and their guardian the Spring beast, they are also known as the peace and balance between the three empires

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After the terrific war between zemir and phonto empire the emperor of zemir went back to his empire along with a five year old prince from phonto empire as his hostage

As soon as he returned he ordered “take this boy to the isolated castle”

The isolated castle which is located near by the cold palace but there’s a icy mountain in between so it would be impossible to reach each other’s location since you would first freeze before you even reach the other side

The prince of phonto was brought to the isolated castle where only five or six servants are there to serve him

At the time

Hmm I wonder what’s that prince doing right now

“Goodness Your highness! please come down! You’ll get hurt if you fall!” My nanny seria or mom which I call her often (since she’s like a mother to me) call out for me in a worried and panic tone

“Don’t worry mommy I’m alright besides I won’t fall since I’m so careful, see?” I said as I turn around and back to face her

“But still-“ I cut her sentence “no buts mommy besides look the scenery here is much peaceful than ever” I smiled

“Your highness” she look at me with pity and worry “Alright then just please be careful and I’ll finish what I should” she turn around and leave

I know what she’s thinking but I’m not as sad as she knows in fact I love it! I don’t need affection from a man who abandoned his own daughter just because she’s cursed! He even forgot her! If not for her suiciding he wouldn’t even know that she exists!

I look at the icy mountain

If I go across that mountain then can I see the b*stard prince?

Yeah I call him that cause he’s such a b*stard for forgetting and hurting he’s oh so called beloved fl

Hmm wait! Now that I think of it they will die separate from each other aren’t they? Oh yeah and they also die dramatically shush! So the story ends up in a sad ending

But that doesn’t matter to me hehe! I need money more! Money so I can leave this place the moment the tragical end of zemir empire start

So I will start my bussiness! I need to earn! But what should I do to earn money? There’s no valuable things here but wait!

Isn’t there a lot of magic equipment at the icy mountain? If I remember it correctly the magic equipment there is found by the fl and told it to the ml but is never been announced to the public since they feared that the people at the empire would destroy the icy mountain

Aren’t they just afraid of aschar the cursed princess cause rumors say that anyone who sees her will be cursed as well? But even her nanny seria is being rumored as a cursed person. Now I feel guilty...

also that is one of the reason why the male lead want to conquer the zemir empire

...To be continued ...

Just like what happen in the novel, the emperor abandon me at the cold palace with only one maid and that is Seria

Seria is a friend of my mother and they treat each other much more closer than real siblings

Now that i think of it

This princess that i possessed only has three fotune which is being able to stay alive, having a loving and caring nanny and having nothing to do while the rest is misfortune

Sigh... i pity myself now

But then i wont be meeting or seeing the main characters since i'm only an extra who died to be added as a problem when the empire was being attacked

And since its a suicide then death is out of the options since i'm not gonna abandon this lazy and peacful lofe of mine while not being involved to the royale family and main characters

Also i'm just an abandoned cursed princess whom was forgotten by all until the time she died so logically only seria my nanny and some maids knew of my existence

Seria, the three other maids and i are the only once who lived in here the cold palace where its cold whatever weather is it and they also call it Cursed Palace which is perfect for my cursed title as a princess though i dont know if this is how a princess should be

I lived my life as a baby where i felt kind of embarrassed at doing stuff at my diapers and then getting it changed

But aside from that everything is running smooth

I eat, drink and play naturally then sometimes i read some books at the library which i am thankful that there is so i can learn more of this world which is not in the novel

Anyway i dont care about that novel anymore since i just escape to anywhere since no one knew my existence nor my face and it would be impossible to run to the main characters

So i'll secure my life as a commoner since i'm good as a commoner right now

And without me knowing it's already been three years that has passed

I was sitting up on a tree branch as i admired the nature though all i could see is a bunch of flowers and plants as usual

'Ugh i'm so bored'

I look around to search for a hole where i could pass theough to the village outside the palace since i cant possibly go in and out as i wish since i'm the infamous cursed princess but that doesn't mean its impossible is it?

And as i thought of that the day went smoothly and the night came faster that i thought i would be

Its so dark outside as i look through the window

The moon is bright half as it light the dark night. At this time nanny seria should've been sleeping right now

I pack a few snacks and coats in case of emergency as i wear a boy's clothes with a hoodie to hide my ears with the earphone inside it and the phone under my clothes

I know its a bit risky to went all the way to the icy mountain but i have no choice but to gather for my future emergencies

And in order to do that i have to make sure that i wont get caught especially by these three people

The first one i need to avoid is nanny seria since she would literally stop me from going out specially on mid night

Second the male lead so i wont get in trouble in the near future also to make my future stabilized i shouldn't let him saw me or i'm doomed but thats also the most impossible one i might meet since he cant or should i say he hate outside? And that he only talked to a few people like the fl or the emperor next to him after he died

Third is the female lead and the one who's most likely i might meet since the fl would sometimes go out to look for woods to burn and heat inside the isolated castle

But all of these are to be concerned later as i cautiously went in the icy mountain to search for the magic stones

And as i search for them i heard many weird sounds echoing around which is making me feel uneasy so i play some music with my phone

Up till now i really dont understand why the original aschar voluntarily suicide for such a little thing like these

I mean i know it might be so pressuring and that everyone regarded her as a cursed princess but just to what have these thing have done for them to call her a cursed princess?

Because they cant remove it? Well they really cant do anything they want everything right?

Because its the rarest kind or they only saw it once? Well aren't rare valued very much?

People of this world are what i dont understand! Or should i say the author? I dont understand what the author is thinking finishing a novel while not explaining the confusing parts

At first i dont really care about such stuffs but as i think through about it aren't there too much of scenes there missing?

I know aschar is only an extra in order to make more difficult trouble for zemir empire but shouldn't the author have put a little effort explaining her curse?

As i think about these stuffs i strip onto something hard and bump my face onto the snow

I sat up and look at where i strip then saw it sparkling

Not only that! Its seems like everywhere are sparkling

As i take a closer and clearer look i saw sparkling crystalized stones reflecting to the moon

And as i saw it i knew real quickly that these are

'M-magic s-s-stones?!'

I almost jump in surprised and excitement! I cant stop myself from touching wverything i can

For me its like a dream come true seeing so many valuable magic stones all lying on the ground

Everything are sparkling that i thought i might go blind but i didn't hide my excitement and really did throw myself upon these magic stones

"Ouch!" I forgot that their harder than a stone so i end up hurting myself but its okay! I'm so excited that i forgot to compose myself

"What in the world so you think your doing?" A voice from nowhere appeared

"W-who-"

...To Be Continued...