Li Wei

Waiting for your sister to come pick you up is so irritating i told her to come early that woman clearly doesnt understand the word respect my time

My name is Li Wei i just came back from California i have been away from home for a long time and i miss home and him but i'm hoping and praying that i won't bump into him , probably not since i'm in Shanghai and his in God knows where in Beijing last time i check he is somewhere in bali for a business.

L.A is a good place new environment was all i needed and i met new people i have a lot of friends, and speaking of friends they are the most amazing people i have met, i had an accident in L.A. where in i almost got paralyzed they even cried thinking i'll end up dead but i'm still alive and blessed.

I pulled my bag and walk out of the airport i don't think that woman will come anytime soon her phone is also unreachable

Is she ignoring me or what?

*waiting for a taxi*

I really hate waiting, it bores me especially when i am alone

My sister will get a big punch from me i swear damn that lady

*taxi stops*

I put my bagages and pull my *** in the car told him my address and viola we go,

This place sure has a lot of memories especially his memories

I miss him so much but me and him together is too impossible i made my choice i should live it.

What is this mood the sky is orangy darkish and the wind is cold and i am thinking about him i must be out of my mind

*playing song Ni hao Bu hao by Erix chou*

And the driver is playing such song does he know? Is it too obvious?

I want to laugh i guess i'm to obvious

* Li Wei smiling*

"Wǒmen zài zhèlǐ"

*Li Wei looking outside*

Yeah we're here same old black gate a little rusty but still fine

*paying the Taxi*

"Xièxiè"

*standing infront of the gate holding his bagage*

"Home sweet home self"

*ringing the doorbell*

"Li Wei?"

"What the?...."

*confused look*

"Changchang?"

"Li Wei!!!!"

*running towards Li Wei and hugged him*

"Your killing me, and why are you in my house?"

"Well your sister told me you will be home so i came waiting "

"M-my s-sister, where is she?"

"At the office getting some paperworks done"

*smiles*

"Your to obvious when you lie"

"Ugh!! She's with her boyfriend and i'm here am i not enough"

"You are too good in changing the subject that woman is so evil how dare her choose her boyfriend over me"

*pouts*

"Well love can do powerful things right ?"

*bitter smile*

"Uhm!!! Why don't we go inside before you start crying here"

*laugh*

"Oh! Son your home i miss you so much"

*hug*

"Really mom, son? I'm so gay as far as i'm concerned"

"Yes but technically your born with a P not a V and O so still my son"

"So disgusting mom"

"I love you honey"

*smiles*

"Li Wei My..."

*Li Wei stopping his sister from hugging him by pointing at his forhead*

"Don't you play innocent with me , boyfriend huh?"

"Li.....can i explain?"

"Fine what?"

"His a brother of am ... You know"

"What?"

"Your e-uhm you know"

"Your ex Li wei"

*chang chang*

"WHAT!!!!!!!?"

*wide eyes*

"Wait WHAT!!!!! , no shit he doesn't have a brother"

"I mean cousin brother"

"Ooohhhhhh that kind of brother but hey whats the connection of you not even showing up"

"Well you see..."

Li Wei

I can't believe what i just heard so much for a person who just got home

Why can't he just love someone else and move on, it'ts not like i moved on but now i need to go back and hide if he finds me i'll be doomed

*backward replay

"Well you see i happen to ... I mean i mistakenly talked about you infront of him and i just found out that he is the cousin of your ex i thought he was just some rich guy and i'm sorry, so as i was talking about you and he suddenly ask me if the other guy was Zhang Yixing and i nod and he said that your ex has been looking for you and i panicked ask him to not tell him and he blackmailed me to date him and for the record he ain't my boyfriend more like someone i owe money from"

"Owe what?"

"I'm doomed"

" Lihua!!!!!!!! What did you do this time"

"It was because of me son , i got admitted in the hospital  and you were just starting your work in L.A. so your sister had to borrow such huge amount"

"How much is it?"

" 27 thousand yuan "

"What?"

"Yeah and i promise to pay it so it's okay anyway your ex is crazy for you"

"I still have money once i go back i'll send it to you pay up, you know how we can't be owing the Zhang family anything*"

Yeah i remember vividly how can he even find me his dad erased everything about where i was for his son not to find me and maybe up until now he is still that jerk man like before .

I still remember that night his dads bodyguard was holding him down he shouted  how i was his and will always be his and if he finds me...damn the thought made me shiver but anyway i'll be just here in a month so no worries

*phone vibrates*

"Li Wei are you really back we miss you"

A comment from a photo on instagram who could that account be and what is this...

*SHIT!!!!!*

*getting up and running to the kitchen*

"Whats with the rush Li Wei food is still not ready go and rest"

"Chang chang why did you post this?"

*shoving the phone to her face*

"Just thought i should whats wrong?"

"And have you also thought why i kept me coming home a secret"

"Oh that!!! Shit i didnt, i'll delete it oh my god what have i done"

"You better hope he wont know will be all doomed"

" no panic honey it's china and too big for him to find you"

"Am we live in the same housee where i and him sle......i mean came over all the time"

"You mean that come over"

"I don't hear anything mom"

*running away from the kitchen to his room*

This is too frustrating , what if he find out i'm a dead meat

I don't know him now as far as i Have read the article he is such a monster far from the fluffy and loving man he was

I guess leaving him was... Well i don't care anymore if i was to be with a guy who has a family like that i would choose to hung myself

It's been 3 days since i am back and nothing happens so maybe he don't know

We will go shopping today changchang said she will accompany me and my sister well she's at work

She's a grown up woman now different from the kid who cried at the airport when i left 5 years ago

If your wondering chang chang is my bestfriend since childhood she always had my back whenever i got bullied for being gay and stuff she is the only friend that is close to my mom and my sister and she sleeps at my house almost everytime because her mom is a homophobe yeah she's a lesbian

"Let's go , you always take 5 hours facing a mirror"

*right brows up"

Same old place

This is where back in days i would meet him up right there at that coffee shop he would sit 3 sits away from me we will just look at each other thats how we date because his family is against his desire for men they are homophobic assholes who only care about their money

"Memories?"

*bitter smile*

"Let's grab some pizza?"

"Yeah"

I suddenly feel sad

If only i held on more i....Enough with this thought i came here to have fun

*smiles*

"How about......l-let m-me "

*kick the mans foot*

*run off*

*grabbing him back*

"Li Wei? LI- let him go !!!!!"

"Struggling to pull his friend from the mans grasp*

"N-no let go HELP!!!!!!! "

*chang chang pushed down the ground*

*Li Wei passed out*

Zhang Yixing

He must have thought that i don't know he is back that man

The moment he had step his foot back in china i was already informed and my anger and hatred for him , finally i can have my revenge Li Wei you were so capable of making a monster

*backward replay*

"Im breaking up with you yi..."

"no no no , let me go Li Wei Wèishéme?"

*tears falling*

*Zhang yixing being held by his father body guard*

"Li Wei Méiyǒu AHHHHH*

*punch the body guard*

*running towards Li Wei*

*hugged Li Wei*

" Méiyǒu, Méiyǒu,Méiyǒu i will go with you i love you please don't do this"

*Li Wei wiping his tears*

"Yixing your the most pathetic man i have known and i don't love you i just needed your money look at you, let go , i have better things to do"

"Méiyǒu , i know my parents said something i will come with you , your just saying this to hurt me "

*sarcastic laugh*

"Hurt you , please you were already broken i just needed your money now that i have it i don't need you anymore"

*Li Wei pushing Zhang yixing*

*Li Wei getting on his car*

*Zhang Yixing held by the bodyguards*

"Li Wei you have always been mine and will forever be mine you can run all you want don't even dare stop because when i find you i'll make you beg you never left"

"I swear I'll find you , you bastard "

*crying*

"Take him inside , your such a disgrace to this family"

"Shi"

The pain you gave me i will give it back to you million times more 5 years Li Wei you should have stayed wherever you came from.

"Mr. Zhang, Bowen called he said the diamond is in your house"

*Zhang smiling devilishly*

"Prepare my stuff I'm going back home tonight"

"Shi"

Li Wei

*groaning*

What the hell!! Where am i?

*reviewing the room*

This can't be happening am i in a dream

*slapping face*

great! I am in reality, i have been kidnapped by whoever... What if its the father of yixing i am so dead but i never contacted nor met his son what could this be ? Whatever this is i need to get out now my mom might be panicking Right now

*peeking*

*running out of the room carefully*

*looking at the picture on the wall*

"Zhang Yixing?"

*confused look to terrified*

This can't be if yixing had known my existence then i must leave this place immediately don't you dare stop....those words make me shiver all the time

*running down the stairs*

"Going somewhere?"

*knees shaking*

That voice , even that voice gives me cold sweats

There the door it's like 2 seconds away from me if i just.... What the hell?

"What is this place"

"Our home"

Did i just say that out loud

*Yixing hugging Li Wei from the back while his other hand is on his neck choking him*

"Y-yixing i-i c-can't b-b-bre...."

" it's been five years and here we are at our own house you always love the sea so i made it possible"

*choking him more*

*Li Wei trying to remove Yixings hand *

*finally breathing"

"You could have killed m...."

* Yixing kissing Li Wei*

*pulling Li Wei inside the house into the kitchen*

"I was making breakfast and you, the first thing you do after waking up is running away , you really change you used to kiss me everytime you wake up, i hate the way you changed"

"Yixing let me go"

*Yixing no answer"

"Yixing!!!! Where am i? Let me go where is this place?"

*still no answer*

*cooking*

*Li Wei pissed*

"ZHANG YIXING!!!! JUST LET ME GO WE BROKE UP DECADES AGO SO LET ME GO!!!"

*Yixing putting down the spatula slowly*

*breaths in and out*

*Li Wei cold sweats*

"We never broke up you did but i never agreed now sit for breakfast"

*smiles*

Him acting like this make me shiver but i have to leave if i don't then my mom will be really worried i don't even have my phone this is so frustrating

"Eat now my little bunny"

*seductive smile*

"Yixing i-i need to go home"

"You are home baby"

"YIXING!!!!"

*pissed*

"You don't want to eat how about i take my dessert first"

*pulling Li Wei into his room*

"No , what are you doing"

"Dessert"

"Yixing no, let go this isn't you no let go"

*pushing*

*Yixing pinning Li Wei , Li Wei faxing the mattress*

"no p-please no , you can't do this , this is not you "

*stripped*

"N- AHHHHHH, STOP!!!!! AHHHHH AH AHHH"

*crying*

"stop please it hurts AHHHH huk ahhh akkkk please stop"

"You have no right to tell me to stop we always do this before remember you always initiate the first move"

*Li Wie crying*

*yixing pathing*

*love noices*

How can he be this cruel Yixing this was never him he can never hurt me

*Li Wei passed out*