Hi everyone. My story is about someone who i used to fall in love. He is always help me when i really need him. I had a trauma.
He is very nice guy. I always say to him to not be so close to me.I am afraid that i hurt him again when the sight of nightmare appear. He got scar at his hand and body because i always thrown something to him . As protect myself.
The next day, i realize and felt bad. I made a plan to suicide myself. Everytime in my head always came the idea how to end my life.Like a hero, he always appear in front of me when i want to do it. He just pretend he doesn t hear and saw anything.Liar. That made myself hate him so bad but he is nice. I became hesisted. I felt anvious.
2 days later,i dont why i felt want a life like a normal person. I started fell in love with him.
The whisper whom disturd my life before i managed to control it when he hold my hand and smile. For first time,i learn back how to smile and felt happy.
But i was late.He had a girlfriend . That girl is my doctor.She is cheerful girl and supporting friend.
Something happened to him. The last night i met him. He looked frustrated and messy.When i asked him why,He said nothing.I dont brave to ask him far .
He was suicide. He left me before i left him.
Its hurt so bad . Till now i dont know the reason why. Before he left , he said i hope you will smile like this everyday. His girlfriend still missing. I dont know what to do. Right now,i still get treatment for my fear.
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