To my dear Ex,
I don't know why u leave me for your ex-gf. But I don't mind it caz u told me that u love her form the bottom of your heart and I really don't wanna be the third person in your love story. But I have lot's of questions for u. I hope u can able to answer my questions.☺
Do u remember how we meet?? Till now I remember that day. That day I really had fun😁. It was 1 week before my 1 sem college exam. I was bored in home caz I didn't able to clg. So me and Riba planned that we will go to her old army school. And we went to bus and suddenly meet u. U were talking with her. That was the first time I saw u.
Then u went with us, accompany us. I was happy to meet u and be your friend. U were really handsome and looking cute at that time. Then suddenly Riba said that u already have gf, so I didn't let my hope high to be with u. But when u went to a store, Riba asked me that I like u or not. I said yes. I don't know why I said that, I shouldn't have said yes. And I also didn't thought that she will tell u that. I was really tensed that wht will u think abut me. Then went to park and sat there. Riba was smoking but I hate smoking so I was telling her to go somewhere else and u also support me ☺. I was happy that u also don't like to smoke and drink ☺. Then we exchange numbers and went home.
That day was really something I can't forget. Then we talked each other through phone. next day u came to see me in my tuition. I was happy. We went home to together and u were with me until I went home and closed the door. I was happy. U used to call me everyday and talked with me. And u used to tell me that my voice was like honey. Day by day we became closer. My exams were made but I couldn't able to concentrate in my studies. I was really started to like u.
Riba on day told me that u like me. But I told her that u already have gf and I didn't wanna be the third person. But I told me that she broke up with u. I was sad and happy too. I was sad Caz she broke up with u and happy caz I like me too. She also told me that u r really a gd person and many things abut u. She told me tht u wanna be a soldier. I was happy tht u want to save India.
One day in the morning u didn't msg me. I also couldn't see ur picture. so I thought u block and I asked Riba. In night u msg me. u don't know how worried and sad I was. Do u even know that day I didn't eat anything and also I didn't know how and why my tears falling. that day I asked u that u love me or not. and u said u love me the most. I was really happy. u also promised me that u will never leave me no matter wht. u promised me that u will be with me always. u promised me that i will be ur 2nd everything caz India was ur 1st priority.
And now my question is that if u still love ur ex then why u told me that u love me the most?? If u can't fulfill your promises then why did u even make them?? Did u make the promises to break them??
u told me that your ex leave u for someone else. I believe in u. After some months when ever I called u, u didn't pick up my calls or u cut them. Whenever I msged u, u ignored them or replied my later. u used to tell me that u were busy or your dad took your phone. After some days u started to block me. Day by day I used to your behavior and I was really sad and started to broke, but I can't show my sad emotions in front of my family. so I used to cry at night. whenever I told u to meet u said that u r busy or u need to go with your dad. I foolishly believe in u. ☺
one day Riba asked me that I really love u or just playing with u. I told her that I can't leave u, u became some really special to me. Then she told me to leave u and she told me that u r not gd. I asked her wht is she talking bad abut u caz u were her childhood bff. She told me that u r just playing with me. I didn't believe her and stop talking with her. now I was regretting I should have listened to her. I should've stop loving u. I should've broke up with u. but I choose to believe in u blindly.
Day by Day u started ignored me. do u remember that day we plan to meet and I was ready and when I was calling u or msging u, u didn't reply or pick up my ph. ltr u said that u were with your dad and in night u had a party. I was sad. but I believe in u.
Then u meat one of my Frnd and started to flirt with her. do u really think I won't be able to know? she told me that u were flirting with her. I was angry but in her not u. Caz I believed in u. but ltr on I was informed that u were really flirting with her. I broke down from inside.
Probably 1month I didn't talked with u. then suddenly u told me to meet with u and I agree. u came to meet with me in my home. u knew that my mom was there but u kissed me. I didn't say anything caz I know I can manage mom caz mom always support me and my brother whatever we do. that was my first kiss that u stole but I didn't complain abut it caz I loved u and I was happy to give my first kiss.
next day u came to meet me late at night that's why my mom got angry. and told Riba to tell u not to come late at night. But what u did? U broke up with me.
😂😂 isn't this really funny?? my mom wanted to tell u that don't come late at night caz our neighbors will think bad abut it. but u just broke up with me..😂😂
do u even know how broken I was? I only blame mom for my broke up. she was also broken caz I blamed her. I cried the whole night. after that day I became someone else. I used to smile, talk to everyone, was friendly, care abut everyone, trust everyone, love everyone, but suddenly I don't trust anyone including myself, I don't care abut anyone, I don't like talk to much, I became really rude. And for this behavior my family was hurt by me. for this behavior I'm like I lost everyone I uses to love like my bstfrnd, smone close to me. moreover I lost my self, my innocent self.
if u love your damn gf why the hell did u love me? was I playing my love drama that u came stay with me and broke me and leave? did I ever force u to love me back? did I ever question u abut anything? did I ever tell u that don't pay attention to your ex? Did I ever tell u to stop hanging out anywhere? did I ever force u with anything?
well I don't know u will able to answer or not. but can u plz stop msging me , stop calling me , atop talking with me, I can't forget u. I'm trying to move on. I'm trying have a new life. plz don't drag me in my past. plz don't give me any more hard time caz I won't be able to take it anymore. did u know how many times I tried attempt suicide? I cut my hand, I tried to jump from rooftop, I tried to stab myself with knife but someone came and saved me. plz leave form my life. caz till now I really love u from my heart. u broke it but this useless heart still beat for u.
I really don't wanna be a third person in ur love story. just plz leave me. I beg u pox leave from my life.
from your ex.
