I used to be a girl , who has nothings more than a shaded shadow a shadow which follows me until I die . I can't say that I'm the person who have nothing but as well I don't happy any happy moment that I can celebrate and fell that I have everything. whenever I think about it, I find myself so selfish , who only think about myself but I really am selfish that begging for my happiness because I'm girl I don't even have the right to think about myself for my future. one day when I get the news that I'm going to marry a person whom I never met, never love a relationship that only bond for the so -called family friendship made myself dull that because I'm girl I don't have the right to choose my love , my perfect partner who will bring me to life , whom I rely on a bond without love is like selling my body to whom I never love . I became depressed at that level that make me to end my life. I left the dull world , that make me realize that I have no right to choose , to love , to speak because I'm a girl . at that time of ending ,When I thought about the sacrifices that I made for my family just for their fake love ,fell me regret that I never choose for myself always give everyone a happy face that I'm happy but actually I'm dieing inside no one is here to hold my hands , give me the warmth that I wanted just for once ,then I shouted " God why you make me a girl with a lonely soul" . then I jump off the river , for few seconds I fell that I'm falling deep in the river that has no shine only wavy shores and beautiful view under the sea , but to be honest I want to live ,I want to live my life truly where no one bring me to end suddenly I realize that I want to live no matter what but I can't do anything because I'm in the deep sea where I can't go up only drowning, suffocation make me loose my sense I want to live ,I want to live I'm talking to myself who will save me suddenly a warm hand hold me and bring me to shine ..
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NeXT sTOrY will come soon thankyou fow reading 💜
