I first time saw him. I was in love at first sight. his very cheerful smile made me not let go of my gaze on him. but I couldn’t talk to him because my heart was beating fast and I was afraid of misbehaving while with him so I always ran away what when he approached me.
that day in the morning at 4.30am I came home from work late and walked alone run quietly.
I saw him waiting for me on a motorcycle by the side of the road I wanted to pass.
I was really surprised to see it !
gon : hye"
me: ohh..
because my heart was nervous I ran past it.
and he pulled my hand away saying:
gon: hye.. wait!!! where are you going i know you backhome but you know im worries because its still dark outside and the road nobody right now its nit good a girl walking alone in street so quietly.
are you not scared?
me: why should i? i was already 16 year old. im big girl you know i dont need protection from you!
hearing that gon so laughed out loud and finally I relented and let him send me.
and when crossing the bridge it stopped in the middle of the river bridge.
gon: opp" I think my motorcycle has a problem?
me: what?? so i just better walking with my own 2feet,
gon: no! just wait a minute. i'll see what is problem.
me: ok dont take me long.
i said.
and he suddenly took out the couple's necklace and knelt in front of me. said.
gon: do you want to date me because every time I see you my heart beats and I think I like you all this time so when I know you're still not dating I want to go on a date with you.
if you accept me I promise to take good care of you as well as your heart. Can you accept me?
me: hye" stop it, its embrassing.
gon: i wont standup or i wont stop it! until you yes to me. please... i really like you..
me: but i... ? ....
seeing him like that. i was so thankfully my feeling and him are the same. so i say yes"
me: yes... but you must take me home.
he smiling saying.
gon: ok i will. i promise everyday this is my jobs.
"he was so happy. "
gon: Can I attach this necklace to you?
me: sure.
when he put the necklace on me the sunrise shine on that moment.
gon: erm.. Can you wear me a necklace too?
when the moment I touched his neck I saw his very fine hair from behind and my heart suddenly made my face redden. as he flipped. my body suddenly froze from embarrassment I closed my eyes.
he hugged me and laughed as he said.
gon: I won't kiss you if you don't like it. I also won't touch you if you don't allow me. I will take care of you. love is not just for that you know. but more at us wanting to protect and maintain the smile on his face. Isn't that love?
"for the first time I felt His hug is very warmth."
when we arrived in front of the house.
I got off his motorcycle without looking at him and my face was very red at that time.
because I never fall love.
I was so embarrassed to be with him.
gon: see you this evening La, i love you!!!
with happy face he waved at me.
when I arrived in the house.
for a moment behind the door.
i was blushing hard. until smoke came out of my head because of the heat of my burning heart.
without realizing mom was in front of me.
look at me with a gaze like I'm crazy.
mom: ohhh someone is burnt here. hehehe..
are you dating someone right now?
me: No!!! mom stop it.
I ran to my room and closed the door tightly. and lay down imagining the hug earlier.
makes me feel like this isn't me.
until I fell asleep because most thought.
feel like im dreaming..
