I was 10 when I had A crush on a boy named Kyle, I was too shy that grade so I didn't Talk or send him messages.
When I was 12, I was cleaning in my homeroom at school then I saw Him walking And hiding his Face from me. My friends was Teasing me saying " Oooh, kyle was hiding from you, maybe he likes you." I wasn't interested in him at all. after that day, I received a random message and asking about myself. I saw the name of the Random message was KYLE?! But because I don't like him anymore I kept bullying him, I know it's not Good But That's how bad I am.
5 months has past but the life we've been through are still the same. I still kept bullying him Even tho his been sweet for me for the past 5 months.
A film showing will be Happening at The mall. He came to watch the movie just to see me and my best friend, Actually He also likes my best friend but my Bestfriend isn't interested in boys. So when I saw Him Watching in my best friend and Liking her so Much, I courted him myself (well that was awkward) And Ofcourse he still likes me so he said yes.
After that day It was still the same even if We' were in a relationship or not. I kept bullying him but he doesn't care because He showed me How special I am to him.
I broke up with him after 1 and half month because I don't feel the same way he felt for me. Then I saw his Face Crying, I'm sorry but I don't felt the same way. After a few days I was missing him so I tried to comeback with him, And Ofcourse He said yes. The life I've been through are still the same. Still the sweet kyle I knew.
Another 1 and a half months we've broke up again but I don't see the pain in His face. I knew that he wouldn't miss me again as what I treated him.
Months and months pass I still didn't comeback to him. Now that I saw How Happy he was with another girl, I was so jealous. I just realized the sweetness he's been giving to me the whole time. Now that his gone, I totally regret it. I show no Appreciation at all. I'm sorry😔
