I've never actually talked to you but I had a dream we were in a relationship and now I have a crush on you AU
Red x Hayan
I stared at the ceiling feeling my heart beating wild. Just what the hell is that dream? Me and Hayan were in a relationship, we even kissed! Hayan is my classmate and we never even talked so why did I dreamt of him?
I grunted when my alarm ring. I can't believe that I woke up first before my alarm. It should be an achievement but that damned dream. It feels so real, it's scary... But I like it.
"What the hell are you thinking, Red? Snap out of it!"
I went to the school as usual, with people greeting me here and there. I can say that I'm quite popular at school, maybe it's because I'm a guitarist at a band.
I almost held in my breath when I saw Hayan coming in my way. It's as if all of a sudden that my dream flashback before my eyes.
Why now?
Hayan seemed to have noticed me staring. He looked surprised and averted his gaze almost instantly.
Right. We don't know each other and I stare at him like that. Of course, he'll freak out.
This kind of thing has been bugging me for an entire month until I finally came to a conclusion: I like Hayan. I don't know if it's because of that dream or that dream made me realize that I like him. But the problem is... We're both man. I don't even know if Hayan swings that way.
It sucks falling in love like this.
I should just forget about this and move on. After all, this love will probably never reached him.
It is raining heavily today and I didn't bring an umbrella so I am stuck here at school. Good thing the guard took pity on me and let me stay here until the rain stops. I got lost in thought as I stare at the pouring rain.
I heard the classroom door opening but I didn't bother looking. I know it's the security guard.
"Sir, Can I stay here for a little longer? The rain's still pouring." I pleaded while still staring at the window. The security gurad didn't answer but I felt him walking towards me.
"Sir-"
Hayan?
Am I seeing this right? Hayan is in front of me? He's drenched in water. Could it be...
"I don't have an umbrella too. I thought I would make it home but I was wrong." He explained while grinning sheepishly. This is the first time we talked.
Is this a continuation of my dream?
Hayan sits beside me as he stare at the window too.
"I actually hate rains but I guess it isn't so bad at all."
"Why... Do you hate the rain?"
"Nothing in particular. Do you like the rain?"
I can't believe I'm talking to him. Please don't let it be a dream.
"Rain gives me peace."
He rested his chin on his palm as he looked at me. "Really?"
We didn't talked after that. But surprisingly it didn't feel awkward at all. Actually, it feels more comforting. I don't know if it's because of the rain or because of him.
It's because of him, I'm sure of it.
The remaining days have been uneventful to me though we come to greet each other from time to time. Well, I'm contented by it, at least he knows of my existence.
The day of the school festival came. We were scheduled to perform at the last day. The band decided we do an original song. It only took me a day to finish a song, maybe it's because I'm inspired?
"That song's so sweet, Red. Who is it for?" Our drummer, Haru asks.
"Even if I say, you won't know."
"So there's really someone."
"Tsk."
"Why don't you confess after our song?" Ash, our vocalist and also a guitarist suggested.
"No. That's not possible."
It's really impossible. He's a man and he's not gay like me.
"Why? Is she not from here?"
"It's just... Impossible."
"Then you can say you like her, you didn't have to mention her name."
"Huh?"
"Ash is right. It will still count as a confession."
"Stop giving me ideas already." I stand up and grabbed my guitar.
I'd rather keep this to myself.
Our performance ended much to my relief. It has been well received and I'm glad they liked it. I was honestly afraid of making a mistake because Hayan is watching so I'mm really relieved that it ended well.
I'm now about to go home when Hayan suddenly appears in front me.
"Congratulations. You were so great."
Calm down, Red.
"T-thanks."
Hayan flashed a smile which made my heart skipped a beat. That smile never failed to make my go crazy.
"It was an original composition?" He asked again as we started walking. I nodded. "It was sweet."
It was for you.
"Huh?"
"Huh?"
Crap. Did I say it out loud?
Hayan stops in front of me making me stop too. Now, my heart has been more crazy.
"Do you have something to say to me?" Hayan's serious voice scared the hell out of me. Moreover, he's staring at me like he's been trying to read my soul.
What do I do? I've been caught.
Well, it's now or never.
"I like you." I closed my eyes. I don't want to see his reaction. I don't want to get hurt. He'll reject me anyway so there's no need to see his face.
I felt a warm thing embracing me. I slowly opened my eyes and see Hayan hugging me.
"You finally said it." He whispered.
"Huh?"
"I thought I wasn't the only one so I waited for you to say it first but the semester's about to end and you still hadn't said a word."
"Wait... W-what..."
Hayan pulls from the hug and stares at me again, his face letting out a slight blush. "The truth is... I Like You."
What?
"Huh?"
"I said I like you."
"F-for real?"
He frowns, pulls the collar of my shirt and presses his lips against mine.
This is not a dream, right?
He was about to pull away from the kiss but I stopped him by hugging his waist and pulling him closer to me.
We were both panting after the kiss.
"Do you believe it now?" I nodded and smiled at him.
"I'm so happy..." I whispered as I hugged him again.
Thank God it's not a dream anymore.
