Nowadays I know that many people hates me but
why I always go after them knowing that they will still ignore me ?
I just know people hates me because I am a bit rude but I need some time to change my attitude but people take me in a wrong way and insult me but then also why I again trust them..
I know some people are not good for my health but then also this hearts want it's wants I want to stop myself being like that ....
I try to avoid people so that I will not get hurt but in the end why I just talk with them I sometimes gets angry on myself why I always trust people after what they do with me I know I am also not a very good person but no one should be treated like that my friends mostly ignore me so I also try to ignore them but I can't I just can't I don't know what this stupid heart want from me .... but hearts want what it's wants.....
