The environment is new to me I don't even know any single person existing on that place. I came from a far away land of urbanization viewing in this new place called City is new to me but I don't have a choice. In other to achieve my goals in life I need to strived hard and compete to those people I just meet.
After I graduated from grade school my mom already planned to enrolled me in a Private Catholic School wherein I don't even know anyone in that school. All my grade school friends were enrolled in public that was just located in our area while me was force to study in a foreign land. Actually my family was just an average people just doing sum simple works though we own a lot of lands but we're just simple in living.
During my first day of school I actually planning on quitting my study caused I don't anyone. But I realized that my dreams must be pursue no matter what. I adjust myself and try to cope with those new people around me. I actually got lots of friends,I was known for being friendly since childhood though sometimes people mistakenly thought I was a spoiled child due to my status in life and aura the way I look at people. There's nothing wrong about me or my eyes actually it just the way I gazed was terrifying my eyes were a little bit small not like other that usually look pop up mine was shrink though lot of people like my eyes cause its cute anyway.
In my first year in junior high I actually like someone who doesn't pay any single glance at me. I actually don't bother it caused I'm busy and focused in my study was my first priority at all. I set aside my feeling for him caused his actually inlove with my friend that was the saddest truth but still I made friends with me caused he is just a guy that I like once nothing to be jealous. Second year in junior year new classmate and meeting new friends but sane school,I fell inlove again to the person that was not suppose to be. He was the twin brother of my old classmate in my first year in junior high,the old crush of my friend that was actually a lover of my ex-crush. Destiny played me too well actually of all people why him actually we both have feelings with each other but since I known to be the coldest at stoned heart in school we actually didn't end up it was fine with me caused I actually not ready to in a relationship. Another school year ended so I'm just a little closer to my dream. Third year in junior high some new faces but its fines still I got lots of people I know. During this year I fell inlove to the guy that was suppose my enemy he was the first person every insulted me and called me fishy caused I brought that time a plastic with water though there was no fish unto it. The next day I saw him holding a plastic with water in order to take my revenge I also called him fishy and it spread through out the campus and the even called as fishy couple like what the hell is that name. Days,weeks and months pass by the our teacher told us that the school will held a ball and everyone was required to attend and wore a gown. Goodness I hate girly things actually but I had no choice so I attend the ball with my friend I was busy enjoying the food when the MC of the ball announced that those guys who wants to dance the girl the like was now there chance. I didn't bother anyway cause I know no one likes me let them be I just focused on my food dancing with a guys was just a waste of energy and my foods. But sad to say Mr Fishy invited me to a dance like what the hell was happening in the world? But I actually dance with him caused all my male friends was with him. And I think joining them in the dance fkoor was my biggest mistake in life caused it was my first to be honest and my first to wore make make ups and anything girl stuff. Everytime the cotillion change partners all of my male friends would say I'm pretty on that night but Mr Fishy never said anything about it he just invite me and that's all. Semester was also ended and I'm gonna be in my last year in junior high I was so happy about that caused I almost reach my dreams. During my last day in junior high we don't actually had a lot of time with Mr. Fishy to talk caused both of us are graduating in the same year. I actually meet new friend and to be honest he was really good at mathematics problems that's why I admirex him. I actually like him but not they same to Mr. Fishy. But my likes on him shuttered when he asked me to help him pursue the girl he likes I actually help him though she got rejected by the girl I was happy for a little but it was alk shuttered when I asked him why don't he just date a person in our section he said not a chance he don't like anyone like it really hurts to know that he doesn't like me at all.
After I graduate I was transferred to another school again and like what I've in previous school meeting new people and environment but I actually cope with it immediately. Nothing special happen in those years until I transferred to another school again and I was just 2 years and I will be graduate in college when he contact me again Mr Good in Math problems. I actually forget what he said 6 years. Yes it happen 6 years ago. I don't know what is his propose on why he contacted me but I'm not the old me anymore so let just be friends with him. He talks a lot actually but it doesn't matter until he confessed to me that he loves me I just thought that it was a joke but he said that it was true. I really don't know how to response at it all I just said was how can you possibly love me we didn't see each other for 6 years and when did you start to love me? he answered that long time ago the day he last saw me. Like it was during graduation in junior high to be honest caused up until now I didn't visit my hometown its not that I don't it or the people its just I was so shy to face them. I actually rejected him and said that I don't have any feeling for him anymore it was all long gone the day you court I actually stop loving you that day and I'm happy and contended with my life now with my friends and the new me. For 6 years I can finally say that I'm finally free from the secret I was holding on for so many years.
Thank you for reading my not so called real life romantic story.😊😊
