I have a crush on this guy for six( 6) years now . let's call him Jake. He knows that I like him but he acts like he don't.Sometimes we both steal glances at each other, if u do see each other doing that we either look away or smile. I made a account on Instagram so that I could text him but he blocked me a month later it was his birthday. So here we go.
September 21, was his birthday and a week before I was having conversation with my best friends and he was one of the few topics we talked about. Abbi one of my best friends asked when was his birthday so I told her. later that day I was thinking how I could tell him.
I thought of 4 ways to tell him
face to face which Iwas to nervous to do
ask a close fren of his to tell hi m on my behalfwhich was too rude to do
write a letter
or
tell him on Instagram
Sunday 20 the day before his birthday
I saw going through some of my followers story and some of them post him saying happy birthday day and my heart started to feel heavy. later in the night my friend sash post him then I ask her if she could tell me if tommorow his birthday. I know that I sound stupid right now but I jus wanted to start a conversation to feel better.
Finally September 21
the morning I was going down stairs when I saw him and let me tell you. he was looking like a snack anyways he got his hair done and you know, yeah. Me heading down the stairs taking a glance at him then he looked at me and I cough and passed him.
I went to a close shop and on my way back I saw sash then we talked all the way back to my home then she said morning to the elders and said happy birthday Jake and he smiled.
OMG I thought I saw an angel. me being nervous just walk passed him 'AGAIN'!!
later around 1:30 I gather the courage to tell him . I texted him on Instagram
Me: Happy birthday Jake
Me: u can block me now like the last time
byeeeeeee
Jake: lol thanks ❤️
Jake: are u alright
Me: yea u
Me: u really block me didn't you
Jake: yep
Me: mmmn
the end of the text
my heart jump out took at plane to Africa and came back. I was so happy that I got to talk to him. I got up pick out. some clothes and did my hair and taped some video doing my hair.
around 6 PM
one of the neighbors call Jake, I looked up and damn he got like , like. I don't even know what to say. I got took a bath a put on the clothes I took out in the morning wait went downstairs stairs for a walk and I isaw him I smiled at him and he did
the end
