So this is the time when I was around 5...
I was a new student and it was my first day so I didn't have any friends...
I sat on the last bench,
I saw a cute girl sitting in my front.
So she asked my name and where I was from and etc etc...
the class didn't start yet so I started talking to her...
She seemed really nice
She asked me if we can be friends as she has also joined this year only...
of course I said yes and I was very happy....
we used to talk , eat , study and play together..
it was my best memories...
We were Besties since class 4rth
Until our teacher said that were going on a picnic..
I was excited so I asked Aisha - that was her name
she said she would love to come and we made some plannings like we would bring Somethings to play like dolls, ludo and etc
so I brought ludo and she brought one of her dolls and makeup set...
I was shocked after hearing that three students have to sit together.....
I was sooo shocked but still I was like nvm....
I sat on the window seat then in the middle Aisha and then Naira - the girls name
so we told her about it and took her in too to play with us..
we were having fun but suddenly I dropped the makeup brush and it was nowhere to be found I searched the whole bus but I didn't found it...
Aisha was so angry that she told me that we are not friends anymore and Naira is much better than you....
I was heartbroken.....I apologised again and again but she didn't listen at all....
the whole trip I was sad while returning back in the bus Aisha said that I should sit somewhere else as she was sitting with Naira....
I was sad but I didn't show and went somewhere else to sit....
after the trip ended we went back home
I bid her good bye but she didn't even look at me....
after getting home I straight went to my room and cried for sometime... Fortunately my mum was not home .... I was soo sad...
from the next day onwards she always talked to Naira and left me like we never met....
I was sad but I didn't show...
My deskmate Chris saw that and asked me what happened
I told him everything
he said that it doesn't matter you can make other friends too and am I not you friend? and he started entertaining me 😊
my mood was normal now but when I looked at Aisha she was looking at me with a disgusted face I do not pay attention to it much and started to enjoy my day as usual..
some days passed by and Aisha approached me
I asked her ,"oh hey Aisha".
She said that Naira is very bad and started telling me her secrets which she told her and said she wanna be friends with me again...
Me as a child agreed and was very happy!
but who knew....
that she would leave me again and be with Naira.....
She would often do these with me...play with my feelings and then leave me like I was never there....
after class 9th It was lockdown now and I was in a different section...
so I was no longer with her...I was sad for a few months but after seeing my new classmates...they were soo nice to me...Naira was also in the same section as me....we were friends then....she wasn't a bad girl as Aisha described...
she was a innocent girl...
I talked to Her and my new friends and I enjoyed it alot!
After an year I got transferred...my new friends and classmates even my teachers were sad that I was leaving
buti had to leave...
I took their contact no. and talked to them....
they liked to talk with me and I liked to talk with them...
I thought of telling Aisha as she was once my "friend"
I told her ....
but what I heard made me cry ....
She messaged me, "who are you?"
I thought she might have deleted my number by mistake....so I video called her...
still she said she doesn't remember me...
I told her that I am her friend!
but she said she doesn't have a friend with an ugly face....
I cried very much!!!!
I told Naira about it...
she said, "Aisha usually told bad things about you to me when we were friends.. "
I told her the same thing...
it broke my heart..
and I was very sad...
but I controlled myself...
and I thought of forgetting everything she did to me like...
1)if I said," you know my parents scold me again"
she would say,"ohh so what? "
2)if I told her I was not feeling well and having problems...
she would reply to me by saying that," oh mee too"
and I would literally help her with that..
3)If I told her my secrets she would go tell it to the whole class or blackmail me with it...
she broke my heart many times...
and my heart is broken to the extent it can't be fixed....
In my new class I made this friend of mine...
Gracie...
SHE WAS LITERALLY TOO NICE!!!
She would ask me everytime if I was ok or not if I looked sad in class or if I do not join...
She would literally help me with anything...
Talk to me and never complain about anything....
and I soon moved on...
And I met this boy Jake....
super gentle , cute , sweet , caring....
And he would often talk to me..
and clear my doubts (even tho I don't have any I still ask him 😳)
and he gave me a nickname Mrs. sweet 😊
and I am really very happy staying with them...
hope it continues like this but still I have many troubles , insecurities.....
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