Have you ever felt the feeling of being alone? or have you ever tried to loved someone? how does it feel to love back? how does it feel to have someone you can trust, lean on, tell your problems? well, if you asked me? My only answer is “I felt nothing”, why? because I'm alone.
By the way, let me introduce myself first. Hi everyone my name is Kayla Montero, I am 18 years old, I lived in the Philippines, I have a fine life, actually I am born with a rich family. Oh, are you curious why I felt nothing? why I am alone? Well, let me tell you my story.
I am a college student, my course is Law, because I love to know more about Law,politics, and many more, I also love to depend people who are framed from those who had money. I am an honor student too, I have lots of awards since I was a child, but it doesn't matter to me, why? because no one cares.
In school, I have no friends, and guess what? they called me “weirdo” in school, but I have no care about it. Sometimes I also pissed of, I depend myself from being bullied, ended up in the principal office, they will call your parents. I waited, waited for too long, but I already know the answer... they will never come, why? maybe because they are busy? or let's just say, they never cared. Don't worry I'm always okay about it because I know that they will never cared. I will go home with a swollen eyes, because sometimes I just can't help it. I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes.
I said to myself, I wish I was never born, I wish I have someone to relay on, I wish I have a friend, I wish they cared for me as they cared about their business, I wish I was loved. I wish I'm not alone, and never be alone.