I used to like him like a crazy girl.
don't ask me why, cause even I don't know the answer.
he never cared about me...
it was not like I didn't expressed...
I used to follow him openly, I had written many notes to him about how I feel, I used to buy him his favourite drinks and all stuff like that..
all my classmates used to laugh at me and named me as a tail of him.
2 years passed, even though that crazy feeling and my crazy actions didn't changed.
he also warned me many times to not do these all things but how can l break my feeling?
One day I heard that he is going to be a temporary model of xxx shop.
So I followed to see him in a new styles...
when we were standing at the bus Stop he suddenly proposed me...
I didn't thought why? at that time the only thing that going in my mind is...Is this real?
days passed...months passed....we were still together.
sometimes he talk sweetly some times he talk like he don't care me....
when we went outside his mood swings are very fast...
I always thought it was because of his work load.
One day our school friends arranged a gathering, so I asked him to come with but he refused that he had some meeting in xxx company.
when I called my friend next day morning i found that our gathering is at his meeting restaurant place...
so i tired to call him but he was not lifting it so i left a message...
you know what I had seen at that restaurant...
he was holding some women hand and looking at her eyes intimately..
I tried to call him...he switched off the phone and felt irritated...
Neither I went to him nor I made any scene....just I sat at a distance and watched their affectionate drama...
after she went...he opened the phone and looked my texts.
I can imagine his face till now...
he felt really tensed and looking for me...
he came to me and said...
" I'm sorry I didn't loved you all these days, she is the only person in my heart. I prepared to tell you this but you already seen me so...."
and I asked him " then why you suddenly proposed me on that day?"
you know what he replied...
"that day she was watching us and I want to make her jealous...."
I was shocked and asked him" are you crazy? then what about all those sweet talk and even why you stayed with me these months"
"I proposed her before proposing you but she rejected so I thought that making her jealous will work. and don't misunderstand all those sweet talk cause I did all those to make her jealous. but now she accepted me so I want a break up with you."
I replied " Who the hell are you to break up with me. We became strangers at the time I saw you with her"
he: " Lisa...."
" don't dare to call my name and don't dare to see me again. this is my last warning, good bye".
that's how it was ended...
I look like strong at that time but I only know how I felt at that time cause I don't want to show it and make me more foolish.....
