Everything was okay... until lockdown start...but aren't I thought everything will be okay...why! everytime i was wrong... can you help me I am confused...and everyone is angry...ik I am not good at study but I give the best of me to you....you..still not happy? I don't know what can make you happy...I can leave my dream for you...but atleast let me rest in peace...can you leave me...even I am afraid of everything...even I need you... don't listen to my shits Don't care about me...you are someone special..who give me a life but..this isn't the life I want...i still do everything for you but...can you show me a little smile..it will make my day...but can you leave...can you leave me alone...I will learn everything...
leaving behind everything I choose study because of you..but atleast ask me how is my day..I am tired of crying everyday...!! Do you even know I cry?
oh.. sorry how could you know..as always you care about other's result...ik I don't get good mark..but believe me I do my best...I want love but at the same time I don't want it...why? I start liking sad things...I am not me 🙂..
I am not that cheerful.. smart...good girl anymore...I am not that girl who always smile in every matter...what happened to me..I don't know I fell like i forget every single happy moments in my life...but why can't I forget you...
can you truly love me mumma 🙂🙂
