It's been a few months since you've been gone.
I know nothing in the world could bring you back but sometimes wish and hope to have a glimpse of you and say to myself 'I saw Dad!'
I just can't help myself and my tears slowly fill my eyes and run down my cheeks when I think of you.
I remember you when I eat, cook, stay at home......
I laugh out and smile with teary eyes when I stumble myself thinking you'd have laughed at me if you saw me then.
Sometimes I cry late at night alone afraid of mom to know and sometimes I just cry talking about you
and sometimes I'd just go to an empty room and cry my heart out.
It's been hard and words cannot describe how difficult it has been for the family.
I just miss you so very much.
