I never knew what love truly was. I avoided it. I gave that feeling the title of being "good friend". Now when I look back , I long for it . I want to become selfish, immature, and possessive about you.
I met you on my off-beat days. You were the one to hold the lamp for me, you guided me. I miss the way you made me feel. That senses of security,the warmth of your caring words even if we drifted miles apart with each hour passing by. I guess I was a fool .
Was our bound too feeble to bare the strongest tides of time. I should have said you to hold me before I fade away. But I did the same mistake again. I named us as "best friends".
I am really regretfully at this moment, yet the life's story of my present is quite... it's better not to be said.
I see you composing for your other half.
I see you loveing your other half.
I see those comments of blessings on your ids.
I feel hurt and a bit of jealousy,but I am the one to blame.
You took a step forward and I jumped few steps back.
Now when I long for your warmth I find it lost. I guess I have jumped too far for you to reach out to me this time.
But at this point of time I Miss you.
I long for you.
I say it "I love you".
