THINKING OF SOMETHING THINKING OF FOUNDING A WAY TO YOU,
BUT MY SOUL IS DEAD UNDER THIS BLUE SKY
I CAN FIND MY FEELINGS THAT BECOME NUMB
BUT THEY SAID BYE FOREVER
SOMEDAY WHEN I AGAIN SIT BESIDE YOU GRAVE
I WANT U TO PAT MY HEAD AND SAY MY BRAVE BOY U HAVE TO FIGHT
BUT U NEVER PAT MY HEAD U ALWAYS SLEEP TIGHT IN YOUR GRAVE
I HATE U!!! I HATE U!! WHY YOU LEAVE THIS PABO
IN THIS BLACK WORLD
EVEN IF I CUT MY VEIN EVEN IF I HANG MYSELF EVEN IF I TAKE THESE SLEEPING PILLS
I STILL CANT REACH TO U
BCS U LEAVE ME IN A BIG CREW ,
BUT U KNOW YOUR BOY IS SO WEAK YOUR BOY IS NOT STRONG,HE NEEDS YOU BUT GOD WANTS U,
CAUSE HE DONT HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM, I KNOW U R BUSY BUT CANT I HOPE THAT ONE DAY I OPEN MY DOOR AND U SAY HELLO WELCOME HOME