I AM WEAK

THINKING OF SOMETHING THINKING OF FOUNDING A WAY TO YOU,

BUT MY SOUL IS DEAD UNDER THIS BLUE SKY

I CAN FIND MY FEELINGS THAT BECOME NUMB

BUT THEY SAID BYE FOREVER

SOMEDAY WHEN I AGAIN SIT BESIDE YOU GRAVE

I WANT U TO PAT MY HEAD AND SAY MY BRAVE BOY U HAVE TO FIGHT

BUT U NEVER PAT MY HEAD U ALWAYS SLEEP TIGHT IN YOUR GRAVE

I HATE U!!! I HATE U!! WHY YOU LEAVE THIS PABO

IN THIS BLACK WORLD

EVEN IF I CUT MY VEIN EVEN IF I HANG MYSELF EVEN IF I TAKE THESE SLEEPING PILLS

I STILL CANT REACH TO U

BCS U LEAVE ME IN A BIG CREW ,

BUT U KNOW YOUR BOY IS SO WEAK YOUR BOY IS NOT STRONG,HE NEEDS YOU BUT GOD WANTS U,

CAUSE HE DONT HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM, I KNOW U R BUSY BUT CANT I HOPE THAT ONE DAY I OPEN MY DOOR AND U SAY HELLO WELCOME HOME