POISON FOR MY SISTER
'star i have something to tell you" looking at my same face sister,yes we are twin.
i love her so much, she's the one that complete me
"what is it vega " she asked looking at me innocently
"i like someone" i answerd
"really tell me who is it, who's the lucky man" she looked so happy
i was about to answer when my childhood boy bestfriend called star my sister,,,
he is holding a Bouquet of red rosses, looking so handsome...
STAR I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU........I LIKE YOU.....I LOVE YOU.....I LOVE THE WAY YOU SMILE.....I LOVE EVERYTING ABOUT YOU I LIKE YOU MUCH SENCE THE FIRST TIME WE MEET TILL NOW......WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND!?
Aiden confess his loved for my sister
Tears slowly streaming from my eyes,,,,i look at my sister she is so happy.....i feel so hurt i cant take it....the man i love for 15 years just confess infront of me,,,but not for me....this is the first time i feel so much hatred toward my twin sister,,,why does it have to be her
why not me...
we share the same face...
but why is it that she's everyones favorite
i glared at her
i'm angry.....
i walked out........
after i return to my room i locked my self...my mind is blank...i can't think of anything except the fact that my sister have everything that i want
The night the same day...i walked in my sisters bedroom....she is looking at that flowers that Aiden gave her....i feel envy
i grab her wrist and looked at her with hatred
"vega?
"why? why does you have everything i want...our parents love,the man i love...everyting why is it star? ever sence we were little...everyones attention is on you....why cant i have just one thing....i love aiden sence we were children but you! you snatch him away from me....star..i hate you..
"Vega? i..i...i didnt know you like aiden...if i know i wouldn't accept her confession...
"really star we all know that you loved attention,,you love it when everyones eyes is on you.
"Vega!
I looked at her before walking out of that room...
i regret it...i regret everything i said just now...i know its not her fault that everyone liked her...
The next few days my sister tried to talk to me...but i can't face her yet i still can't
She keep buying my favarite food...but i just ignored her
She keep texting me...
She keep calling me....
She keep saying sorry even though its not her fault....
i feel hurt...i'm the one who should say sorry but my ego keep me....
until that day come......
She looked so pale....she became so skinny....she looked liked she's a person in her deathbed....
My phone rang...its a call from my parents...i dont know why but i feel like something bad happen...
i answerd
They are in the hospital
I feel so scared that i didnt change my clothes before going out...
THAT DAY.......
THAT MOMENT......
I FEEL ALL MY LIKE HATRED,ANGER SLOWLY FADED
I LOOK AT MY SISTER
SHE IS STILL SO BEAUTIFUL
SHE LOOKED SO INNOCENT....
i walked at her hospital bed....
i wanted to wake her up.....
i wanted to say im sorry.....
I cried so hard this feeling of endless pain.
i dont like it.....i hate her....i hate her...for leaving me alone....
While in dazed...my mother spoked...
"She's Gone i wanted to tell you this...but she wont allow me....her days were counted...at your 18th birthday the doctor said she wont live long, she had Leukemia....i don't know what happen between you and her...but even though she know she wont live long she tried her best to make you happy...she doesn't want us to tell you about this cause she say this will make you sad....
i smiled but tears keep flowing...
why?
"In her last moment she keep on asking for you....she wants to see you...she want to say Goodbye...but you wont answer your phone......
She left you a letter" my mom said after handing me a piece of paper.....
i looked at the paper, slowly unfolding it....
My Dear sister :
i'm sorry i'm really really sorry....believe me please i really didn't know you liked Aiden...don't hate me please it hurt me...i can accept everyone else hating me...but not you..you are my twin...we were born in the same day,the same month,the same year,we have the same horoscope...hahahaha vega i love you more than anyone else....thank you for being there for me...when i'm at loss...when im tired...when no none was there,I LOVE YOU, I'M SORRY....sorry for leaving earlier than expected....YOU ARE MY SUN THAT WARM ME WHEN I AM COLD, THIS IS THE LAST.....GOODBYE
from: STAR
Slowly folding the letter i looked at star......tears flowing...it wont stop i remember when it was out 18th birthday star asked me to be with her for the next 5 years i betrayed her...i wasn't there when shes in pain...i wasn't there when she need a support from a sister.....
maybe this is the best ending for me...being lonely with full of regrets forever....
(sorry for the wrong typos and grammar forgive me🥺)
