when I was 3 my birth mom died
when I was 5 I got bullied by my stepmother and my step brothers
when I was 7 I got beaten up by my father
when I was 9 I got kidnapped beaten up until father will come save me but did not
when I was 9 and half I got sold as a slave
when I was 10-14 I got force to disguise as a boy and fight the monster in the arena
when I was 15 I got discover that I was a girl and got beaten up
when I was 15 and half they throw me in the river with unconscious body
when I was 15 I wake up in other place
when I was 15-17 i tried to survive and made money myself I became a Viscount knight that loyal to the king
when I was 18 I was sent on a war
when I was 19 I was promoted as a captain of knights
when I was 20 I met a friend for a long time in my life
when I was 21 I lost my friend Because of the strange disease
when I was 22 I met a boy that is 5 years younger than me
when I was 22 he told me " stop trying to be strong you can smile as much you want but you can't hide your pain as you like"
what he told me made my heart broke and cry
