*Taehyung's POV*
""Was it my fault that I born in a world, which still thinks homosexùality is a Sin?!...
Was it my Fault that I was one amond those fággots, who the people felt disgust to?!...
Was it my fault that I loved a him not a her?!...
Was it My fault?!""
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I chuckled at my pathetic self.... I had everything, friends, family, luxury, a handsome face, everything... But... Haha I lost it all... The moment I realised my sexùality... My friends started to distance... All those gazes which was once filled with admiration turned into pure disgust... Wow... What a bummer! Just because of my sexùal preference I was treated like a trash... But my Parents... I respect them a lot... Even after knowing I am a Gày! They didn't push me away like those... Even they pulled me more close....
"As long as you are happy, we are too Tae..." they said... I felt my heart pound rapidly... I am luck to have them as my parents... Yes they are proud of me... But what I gave in return was shame... *chuckles* All those respect for Mr. & Mrs Kim in the society just vanished off as they are no longer 'The Mr. Kim & His wife' they are now the parents of a disgusting faggot...! *whimpered*
I flew away... I flew away with them... From this disgusting society... But what I didnt knew was, This move will turn my life upside down.... *chuckles bitterly*
3 years ago Me with my Parents came to Canada... My dream place... No judging people... No more calling names... No more disgusted gazes.... Nothing... I felt I can live again... I can start my carreer again... But guess what, I was too unlucky to be happy again...
Like a nightfall disguising like a dawn, a bunny like human came into my life... Jeon Jungkook... The model of the blooming Magazine 'The Vogue'... I was appointed as a Photographer at there... When I met him I felt the first snow fall in my inert even if it wasn't winter... His chubby cheeks, button nose, puffy lips, his doe bambi eyes... Everything was so ethereal... So a Gày freak like me fall in love at the very first glance...
Me and Jungkook became friends... He was a funny cute guy... He approached me at first and made me feel at ease... "He is the one" I mumbled in mind while smiling boxily... We both got inseperable... He will hang out in my apartment, I will hang out in his... It wasn't a big deal for us... But yet I didn't reveal my sexùality... I mean I didnt say it to his face... Cuz I always try to flirt with all those males out there, to distract myself from Jungkook... So it was kinda obvious... But guess what...??! *sneered* I was wrong... Again!
When it was our 2n year anniversary of being friends, I confessed my feeling to him... THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE....!! *chuckles in tears*
*End of Taehyung's POV*
°Flashback of the night°
Taehyung called Jungkook to come on the Dai Lo restuarant... Being the best photographer of Canada, Taehyung could easily buy the whole restaurant for one day and he did...!! He waited for the man whom he claimed as his first love... And yes Jungkook showed up beaming his bunny smile... Taehyung couldn't help but beam back flashing a boxy smile...
At first Jungkook was bemused at the sudden invitation and the romantic vibe that the restaurant gave, but he shrugged it off... They talked while eating the dishes... Taehyung would steal a few glances sneakily and gulps harder.... When they are done, Taehyung ordered the dessert for the both... The moment the dessert was served Jungkook gasped loudly... As Taehyung knelt infront of him with a ring which was kept on the cream of the cheesecake...
"Jungkook I don't know how to propose ok... So I hope you bear with this idiotic one... I... *took a deep inhale* I love you... I fell in love with you... Your bambi eyes made me hooked... I had never felt something like this ever... To anyone even If I knew I was a Gày... *gulls* but still You are my first... And I want you to be my last... I love you like the sky loves the sun... I love you like the flowers love the butterflies.... I love you like the star love the Moon... I love you like Kim Taehyung Loves you..." *he breathed out while smiling* he slowly look up at the other...
"And I dont want your love you filthy Faggót!! I saw you as a friend... But you... *says with immense disgust* You were trying to get near me.... Fùck!! I can't believe I let a filthy faggót touch me!!" *glowering*"....
Taehyung heart dropped... His heart shattered into tiny pieces which never can be stick together... His ears felt deaf... His sight felt blurry as his eyes brimmed with silver beads... He gasped as it felt too hard to breath...
"And *scoffed* What made you think that I will love a flithy cùmwipe like you?!... Pretty bold of you...!! Huh?! *tittered with hatred* Gosh... I should have known this... Then I will never be near you!.... Sorry not sorry! I aint like you who prefer shítty asśholes rather than juicy pùssies....!!" *he smirked in disgust*
Jungkook stood up harshly and threw disgust glare at the broken latter... "Dont ever get near me!! I hate to be near with a filthy faggót!!" With that Jungkook sprinted out....
°Flashback Ends°
End of Part 1~~
