My dear friends and family,
PLEASE don't ever leave me in this life as I can't take it; even though someday u all have to leave me and go but please don't forget about me I am really sensitive.
MANGATOON PEOPLE WHO LEFT ME-
1. My dadda Haru- I miss her so much i think she's not online much but my heart says she left me but I know she didn't leave. Love you dadda ๐
2. My daughter in law Arisha- I am so grateful to have her as my daughter in law and she left MT (I think) because she had to go to her hostel, Tata misses u baby come back soon. Love you my daughter ๐
3. My siso Indu also known as Miss Broken- I miss you so much siso, u helped me in my hard times and saw me as ur own sister, u also have the same name as me I miss u hope you come back soon. Love you siso ๐
4. My Aussie (Austin) my best friend and brother- I miss u Aussie. I miss u calling me kitty, I miss u picking me up and playing with me. Why did u do suicide. Like what the hell is this suicide option coming in everyone's head like ice-cream. Why did u leave me alone. I miss u so bad. Love you Aussie ๐
If I missed anyone please tell me in pc โฅ๏ธ
REAL LIFE PEOPLE WHO LEFT ME-
1. My great grandfather- He was the most caring and lovely and so handsome (lolz) and he was very close to me and my family and when he died a few months ago I was so sad that he left me like that. Hope ur doing well in heaven (I'm sure u r in heaven). Love you grandpa ๐
2. My grandmother (mom's mother)- She struggled half of her life with taking care of 5 children and 2 diseases. My mom thinks it was good that she died because you tell me does any of her children want her to suffer 2 diseases and 3 operations not me. I regret not being close to her. Hope you are peaceful in heaven grandma (I know u r in heaven). Love you grandma ๐
3. My forever bestie - My lifeline.. she was the one who knew all the secrets about me and everything about me, my crush, my schoolwork, my time table etc. She died of suicide as she had cancer and couldn't handle the pain. I almost died when I heard but my mom said that she had cancer so she suicided (she wrote a note before dying). I FUCKING MISS U GIRL. Hope ur fine in heaven. Love you soooo much ๐
4. My grandfather (dad's dad)- He is not dead but is paralyzed and can't talk or lift his right hand and right leg. I miss his jokes and picking me up from school everyday and clearing my doubts etc. Grandpa please get well soon. Love you grandpa ๐
These people left me forever and I was like๐
(YOU ALL LEFT ME LIKE I WAS NOTHING BUT AIR. DON'T YOU KNOW THAT I AND THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW OR LOVE YOU MISS YOU LIKE HELL WELL IDK ABOUT THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT ME DIDNT YOU THINK BEFORE YOU DID SUICIDE AND LEAVE ME.)
Thank you for reading this disgusting death shit ๐
