today I am feeling that I'm so alone in this world in this past 2 years I didn't had friends nor someone to talk too.this is the first time I'm feeling so lonely its feels like someone is piercing your heart today I feel like in this beautiful world I'm alone with no companions. pitiful right?anyway it's all because of me if a hadn't be so egoistic or dont givebad attitudes maybe I might have some friends.do u also feel this that u are lonely. now what happen in the past can't be change but I really want to change in future so what do u think can I then how maybe one day a real friends will come to guide me from This darkness. I remember a best line. In the most beautiful night u will feel the most pain I dunno where I heard it but I felt it. I guess tomorrow will be an another start for me come on Jennifer u can do it!!!!can I?.