I don't even why I'm saying it here🥺but my best friend, my closed ones don't allow me to be friends with this person. This person is very important I tend to be an immature person and overthink easily specially when I'm alone but then I met this kind person we have known each other for months. Btw that person is an online friend . I know it's not good to trust someone over the internet but meeting this person made me feel secure. Im not good at making friends and tends to always loose my friends.He is a boy btw.The first time I ever talk to any boy. So like my ......(I won't mention the name but she is a family) don't like our friendship and would talk trashy things bout him so I even blocked him once but 🙂 I regret it alot. I started talking to him again.In my point of view I just wanted a friend but they r all saying u like him and not only that my sister would talk rude things about him.I can't tell u this. Soo I don't know what to do keep our friendship or loose it this descison is hard😔I can't loose him he is an important person but I also know that my friends and close ones are doing it for my own good.The only thing tho is he will never understand 🙂😔all I ever need was someone who will understand me and wants to be my true friend.🥺I felt relieved saying this out but what am I gonna do?I'm not choosing them over him both r important to me.I need ur opinions.
