there was a girl named Jennifer yeah you must be thinking that I am Jennifer yes it's my story. this is about a long time when I was in 7th standard probably I met a girl name candy she was cute innocent I will not say that she was innocent girl but she just look like one that was my first impression on her cute and innocent later on when Bell Rang a teacher came she was our class teacher she said Jennifer stand up and s i t with candy at that time I was shocked and I told ma'am that I I am not familiar with her she said it's alright you can get to know each other I moved to see I found out much about her in just one day she was like a open book anybody who pays a little attention to her can read her So I paid a attention little attention to her and find out at this girl is very fragile.I asked her would you like to be my friend she was like that we are already friends since you chat with me I was shocked and said ok. at that time she had a friend named manny. since manny was her old friend she usually spend time with home thanks to God that they are not in the same class otherwise I would go crazy I was a little jelly so half year best and our friendship was like normal. at that time we were not best friends.then time and tell something happened if I remember correctly that girls that to ignore her my friend candy and she was more concerned about her new friend I I don't remember her name at that time my I was in some activity some like musical activity I was always interested in music. so we usually go out of school for rehearsal same happen on the day Wednesday I still remember that day when my mother told me we are going to change your school how is shocked like but my parents have been talking about this quite a long time like for 15 days already and the said your admission is successful and we have also got your transfer certificate I was shocked and ask her can I atleast bid a goodbye to my friends specially to my new friend candy but so sad she wasn't with me in musical activity she wasn't interested in these kind of activities she usually stays in the classroom and have fun she wasn't into studying she likes to have fun most of the time I found her with bunch of people and playing some games like truth and dare of course the most common game so I can't bid goodbye to her face to face I texted her on WT that and I am going to change my school hope we will still be in touch my friend and she had reply with crying emojis that I will miss you.when I changed my school and the first day of my new school it was like a test today my parents told me that go and see what kind of environment is there so sit in the classroom the first four periods word good after that I started to feel a little bit uncomfortable and when it was dispersal time when I saw my mum I felt so relief in my mind at the time I was thinking that if I have to study here I am I die later on I didn't know my mother feel the same and she don't want me to study there anymore after that I go back to my old school to cancel my transfer certificate I got to my classroom and told everybody that I am not going to change my school I am going to stay here everybody was happy so candy I left only for some days and she was feeling so alone she told me that I fall out with a girl name Manny. at that time I was happy but I didn't told her I said that it's alright she might not be a good best friend but I can be a good best friend she said you already are. oh my god every time she shock me like that after that our friendship become more and more good when I was going to promoted it 8th standard we were still best friends at that time then a stupid disease came out name covid-19 I was freaking sad that I could not meet my friend and but we were still in touch we usually talk three to four hours in a day.our Friendship was so good for a year the things was same.sometimes we fight but then in evening someone will say sorry it was my fault. usually she was the one to apologize I never did I am stupid I know after that when I was promoted in 9th standard my birthday also came after a final exams for over for 8th standard and I was going to promoted in ninth standard at that time Candy surprise to me on the good day I was so happy that I couldn't even tell I didn't show my expression but I feel so emotional at the time I am a person who never cry but at that time I was crying inside I was that much happy she don't have any idea about that after that when I was promoted in 9th standard I I go to her house first time it was first time to see her house she is a mess but her room was pretty clean I was shocked and she was like I know that you are coming over so I clean. were pretty normal in that day 2 we were so happy after that we started to less our conversation we used to talk for three hours but later then we just talk about 28 minutes for 29 minutes it's not even and half an hour that was pretty uncomfortable since I was very use to her it's not a good thing to be used to a person but I was after that suddenly stop talking and after 3 months I texted her something I texted my feelings what's time it was the first time I ever texted her otherwise she is the one who always text me she said you are wrong I stop talking you for a while because I thought that I am the one who only want us to be friends but she don't know that how crazy I was from the start to be her friend I hope she will not read this which I am writing right now otherwise I will be super embarrassed after that no matter how beautiful our friendship was broke because of my ego our beautiful friendship was broken we need to start from 0 I guess that's my thought she always said that I have good bound with you. but I was different since starting if I don't talk to person for even three days or four days I feel starts to feel uncomfortable we are still in the same process of bounding our friendship no matter what happened in the past no matter how much beautiful friendship was in the past but at the end it was past I future depends on a present if in the present I haven't show ego and texted her maybe things will be different I think it will be hard process to trust each other like we used to so.I think we should put aside your ego aside and start Treasure your relationships and I think I can do it. right?
