Bl & Gl and stuff abt it were good to see/ hear/ read only on dramas’, mangas’ and movies’. Like a normal girl, I have always believed in that one true love which is only meant for an individual. So I too was waiting for that one Prince Charming who will come on horse to get me and then we’ll live happily ever after.
But my belief and gut were all proved wrong just bcaz of her...
It’s all started when I moved out to new city bcaz of my work. Ohh!!! I forgot to introduce myself! Myself Atme. I just got job that is related to languages and all. From small I love talking into different languages. I do also work on mangatoon as a translator. My new workplace was on another city so I was looking for a flat to live on but couldn’t find any suitable one bcaz that city is a busy and very expensive place caz of its development and services. On of my friend suggested me to moved on to her place. It was near my workplace too. She was moving out from there although I don’t know what’s the reason but she told me that I can stay there but need to share that flat with her old flat mate. I reject it at first bcaz Im kinda shy and don’t like sharing and living with strangers. But she told me that the flat mate rarely show up in the flat. The flat rate was ok too, so I accept it at last.
I moved on and start living there. It’s was my the third day there. I came home after finishing my work. I went straight to take shower. Idk what to call: fate or coincidence but I was too tired that day so I forget to take my undergarments that night when going for 🚿shower. I came out of the bathroom to take my undergarments but suddenly my that flatemte came home. I was on my way to my bedroom naked and she saw me. We both were staring each other for a long time until I realized that I was naked. I ran into my bedroom and hide there till the morning. I get ready to leave for work early the next morning just to avoid her.
I take a piece of bread and was abt to leave but saw she sleeping on couch of our living room. I saw her rubbing herself as if she was feeling cold 🥶. I went to her room but saw nothing here but just a closet with few clothes but strange and boylish clothes and Gaming stuff. I went into my room, got extra blankets and was abt to wrap her with it but fall upon her instead.
It’s was totally a dramatic moments. She woke up bcaz of me and we both were making eye contact again. She asked what I was going in such deep voice. Idk what made me blush that red, her voice or out contact!?! I got up and try to explain but she ignored me completely and went straight into restroom.
I was abt to leave for work but she told me to go after having breakfast. I have never learn to cook in my entire life but I love to eat when some one cook especially when for me. She made tea and some toast with the bread. I was still embarrassed bcaz of the naked incident so I ate that as fast I could without making any eye contact but when I tried to drink the tea, it’s was too hot so I burned my tongue . I screamed loudly bcaz of the pain.
She bought some ice and asked me to stick out my tongue 👅. I did as she told me. She iced my tongue. Idk why but I keeped on looking at her. She do also stare into my eye when she realized me staring her. We came back to our sense after some time. It was more embarrassing for me so I ran towards to the door but fall on the ground, she was on the way to help me get up but I got up and ran before she can reach me. That day was sure the most embarrassing but yet the memorable day of my life. After that day she didn’t came home for abt 1 months.
One fine night, I was late home bcaz of work. I saw the light turned on in her room. I got there to see what she was up to that late, but saw her sleeping. I guess she fall asleep while playing game. I went and wrap her with the blanket but felt some extreme heat on her body. I carried her to my bed. I covered her completely with blanket and cool her down with ice water all night and didn’t realize when I dozed off. When I woke up, I saw myself cuddling her. I was that shocked that I kicked her and she feel off the bed. She woke up. Although she didn’t asked what happened but I still explained her everything even when I was myself confused. But idk why I felt like somebody carried to bed that time.
I asked her to have some more sleep and then went to cook some porridge for her but there was nothing, except bread. I informed her that I was going to market to buy stuff and asked if she need anything or have anything that should be informed. But instead she asked if she can go with me, I tried to make her say but she is so bossy and determined that she end up coming with me. We bought some stuff and came back. I tried cooking 🥘 porridge following the instructions given in YouTube but everything went wrong. She came out andthrew all those porridge and told me that she will teach me to cook porridge properly without burning it. Everything was going fine at the first but she began to scold me for cutting vegetables too slowly. I was trying to catch up with her but was too late which only made me feel bad and disappointed in myself that even my eyes were filled with tears.
She came near me and stand behind me like at the time of backhug but it’s want completely a backhug. She touch my hand and taught me to cut veggies properly. Idk what type of feeling I was having when I was with her, but every moment with her felt different and magical. My heart used to beat very fast whenever she is around me. The belief of Prince Charming was slowing fading away too. A lots of moments happening between us like it used to happen in dramas. All those made us close. I felt like those moments weren’t normal but planned but I still liked it when I was with you. I did too planned some moments just to be with her even though our rlnship wasn’t clear. I act like there was a mouse in my room and came to sleep with her in the couch. And that night, we didn’t sleep a bit but talk all abt us and that was the day I got to know her name!!! She is Jen, fullname Jennifer. She was a gamers and all she does is stay at cyber cafe and play game. She is very champion in playing gamers that she even taught to me play. When we both were free, we used to challenge each other and have a lots of fun. She even cooked for me whenever she was home. Sometimes she used to massage me after I return home from work.
She even told me that she had the desired to touch my boobs since the day she saw me naked. She keep on used to remind me of my boobs that one day I let her touch it just for some sec. She asked me what I feel abt bl or gl too and I gave the answer. I told her that I wasn’t be attached and love someone with the same gender. She told me everything to change my mind for gl and bl but I still oppose her&.
And one time he feel together and end up kissing. It’s wasn’t a kiss but just a perk on the lips. I felt kind of different/strange and awkward but at the same time some parts of me liked that. Bcaz of that accident kiss, distanced cape in between us. I was so confused of my feelings that I started to avoid her as mush as I could. I couldn’t believe that I was being interested into girls or into her.
Me think of their 24/7 made me Frustrated and not myself too. So I dated some random guys and kissed them to forgot abt the feeling that I had for her. Datind and kissing them wasnt helping at all.
It’s was raining on my way home and as usual I forgot to bring umbrella. One of my colleagues shared his umbrella with me and drop me off my house. We shared a passionate kiss after we reach our home. Twist in this part is that, she I mean Jen saw us kissing . She was angry and went up to our flat. I saw her leaving which made me feel something very painful. I left him there and went after Jen. I enter our flat and was abt to close the door, Jen pulled me at the side and kissed me. I got shocked and tried to push her away.
She was angry so she yelled at me. ‘Wohh!!! Never knew you were this play girl huh??? I thought you were a clumsy and shilly girl that just know how to create problem and work hard but you proved me. All my trust is gone. You must be happy to fool me isn’t it. You must have feel good to play with someone’s heart. I though i was special. You plant false hoped on me that we could come together. I was trying my best hard to change your opinion on bisexuality but no no no you marked me wrong in this way what I don’t even want to remember you ever in my life. I pity myself for looking someone like you!!! I want ever want to see you ever again. If do me a favor, don’t ever show me your face again’ she said in a hurtful way and went out after that.
All lots of days passed and I tend to realized the mistake i made and was very sorry for that. I kept on waiting for her but she never showed up again. I went to many place like cover cafe and also login to games in search of her but can’t find her anywhere. Her live stream channel was also very sitent, her fans, friend were all asking her to come up and do live again but there was no reply from her. I was totally disappointed, depressed and was feeling guilty of my actions. After 3 weeks, she came back to our home. Lucky that day was my day off. When I saw her, I ran and hugged her tightly and start crying there right away. She broke our hug and was stating to move towards her room, I stoped her and sled for her forgiveness for all my wrong doing.
I confessed my love for her but she thought that I did it bcaz I felt pity and bad for her. I kept in declining but she wasn’t on the place to believe me. She asked me to prove my love for her. So I had to used my master stroke to win over her i .e kiss. I kissed her with my true feelings.
Now that we are living together as a couple, nothing went like we wanted it to. But a least we both are there when in need. Many people where there to judge on us to make us like we are wrong to be together. But that’s what gave us strength to be togethe
And this is how this NEVER EVER though things changed our life...
