I have some insecurities, im disgusted just by looking at myself on the mirror and i almost imagined to kill myself.
i always said that "i wish i have so much confidence like others."
i don't even want to open up with my family cause i know that they will not gonna understand me.
sometimes when im insecure i just play some games on my phone so that i can't think about something else or i just cry it until i get tired of crying hahaha
But somehow i also feel like isn't too much when you hate your own self? When you're disguted by your own self? I feel bad about me who hate myself.
I tried to ask myself "what if you try to accept yourself?" I think there will be nothing to lose if i try it.
And yeah i slowly trying to love and accept myself and its fun that i can look at the mirror with a big smile in my face and i realized that im so pretty hihi, when im down i just talk to god and after that im okay again!
Cheer up to those who experiencing what i experience about myself, i hope you're doing well! and if you're thinking about killing yourself don't do it honey you are beautiful/handsome, brave, smart and also lovely. think about your friends, family and "THE OLD YOU" that are gonna be sad if they see you like that. just cry it and talk to god and try to love and accept yourself because that's the only one who can understand you. That's all bestie have a nice day bye bye!
P.S im sorry if there's a typo or a wrong grammar.
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