"No please don't leave me!" The death of a bloodied teen who never really cared about life. Who never even cared about themselves. But it's my fault they died. Its always my fault for someone's death.
I didn't care for the people who was watching me hang on to her dead body as I cried on her bloody shirt. I feel as if I was buried 47 meters deep underneath the earth's core. Burning as the smell of burnt flesh filled my nose. "Why?" "Why couldn't I have died.
I can't escape it. The world swollen me whole. I have nobody to leave with, nor nothing to live for. If that's the case why am I still alive? Why do i always have to suffer from losses or discomfort or maybe disappointment? I always have been look down on, nobody to talk to almost as if I'm an outsider of the main character.
'My Sister'...she's the one who risked her life for me, she's the one I was left with when joour parents died, she's the one who never looks down on me but why is she the one who has to die instead of me? I never listened if I just did what she told me to do I will still see the bright smile of her rosy cheeks. If I just went to get her keys in time maybe she would've never died.
Getting shot in the head from a robbery was not how I wanted her to die I would rather her die from old age then from being shot squared in the middle of her forehead. When I die I went everyone to see that I'm not a disappointment anymore. Don't worry lisa....
"When I see you agian.....I promise you won't have to feel disappointment."
