I miss you

I miss you,

The time I spent with you,

Your smile,

The way you looked at me,

Talked to me,

Smiled to me,

Asked for help.

I miss everything!

Was I not good enough that you started ignoring me as you got older.

All the help I gave you,

The love,

The food,

The answers,

Are all in vain.

I always wanted to make sure you get what you want,

But,

Why didn’t you ever try to give me what I want?

All I asked was for your love,

Not life,

Money,

Or property.

I changed myself for you.

I changed my personality,

My favorites,

My eyebrows.

Just for you.

Today at 4:18 pm after school, October 21, 2021,

I saw you,

You were surrounded by girls.

When you looked at me,

I had to look away because I didn’t want pain.

I didn’t want to be jealous.

I wish one day you will love me back.

But,

M.C.R I love you for 8 years and I still do!

~ TL