As we do in first day of kindergarten ... I cried a lot... I'm a sensitive person . there also was a boy crying next to me. Then a guy gave me chocolates he looked like an angel he was so fair and so nice I was flattered by his kindness he also gave the other boy chocolates.... Soon we became friends our friend circle grew bigger but I didn't like the boy who cried... He was very mean and we didn't talk much... I was so fond of this guy who gave me chocolate.. soon kindergarten was over... I never saw or heard of him again still....
our friend circle also scattered there were so many sections in out big school everyone was in different class but not me and the boy who cried we didn't hate each other anymore but we weren't close either. There was something that never brought us together. We met different friends we had mutual friends... years passed on... there was class shuffling every year but I was in his class for long . He became school famous. I was just a silent innocent famous among teachers as a trouble maker student.
I didn't notice him for long. I became ugly and fat than before... but still cute (*ā(OO)ā*) ššš
One day I was bunking a maths class cuz I didn't like the teacher.... so. me and my frnd who was in one of the friends in kindergarten
went around the principal office pretending to be busy.... that's when I saw him.. he was bunking too.. there was a sudden flutter in stomach an my heart started beating fast
I was confused... idk what happened
He wasn't good looking. his character isn't that great... his personality isbt great what happened... I began to think of him 24/7 we were in different classes.. I took long distance to see the guy I once used to despise
middle school was over and I was excited to be in high school which is the basement of our future... I was meeting ny new friends.. and I saw him walking in my class in a neon bag which was the trend back then
my heart stopped I was so shocked... I didn't want him in my class
that's a disaster!!!!
Because I would be looking at him and not concentrating
that's the year I also figured out he just thought of me as a lame girl who seeks attention
he lowkey knew I had a crush on him
in 11th grade I told my friends I had a crush on this guy the first time I have told anyone... I took medical field and he took computer... which I hate
soon my frnds started giving him hints.... he would go by my house to get to his... cuz there is only one way ... I had crush on this guy for 8 years!!!!
I'm not completely over him
but I will be
Now u guys must be thinking I'm weak for not confessing
it's not true
I didn't confess cuz I don't want him I even helped his crush prepare him a b'day gift
He doesn't deserve me.... I didnt go any low to him
thinking he is superior than me
Girls please be strong a boy doesn't decide ur future.... don't wait for ur man... Let a man come to u.
and don't hurt a guys feelings.... mistake is not between girl being a girl and boy being a boy.... it's people who makes mistakes
THANKS FOR READING MY STORY
ššš
If my ex crush is reading this he can go screw himself
THANK YOU šš
