𝚃𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

this is just emotions things i wanted to say to someone.

Talking to you everday even if i had nothing so important to say. Every morning i am awake first things first i check if ever you replied to my texts. first things first i do in the morning was check your game history to see if there was a girl you always played with, without me. yes i have jealousy ,jealousy even if you already broke up with me i can't let anybody be your favoraite girl like i used to be. until today i was hurt by the 14 letter words you have said to me the words you said "Let's finish this" all i did and all i wanted was you to be happy but i guess my best was not enough to make you happy.

I can't imagine the sight of you being much more happier with someone else. i know that it was so sellfish for me to wish that you will never found someone else. it was so sellfish to me to force you to comeback like how we used to be.

but if you will never comeback to me i'll still stand by your side until you find the true love of your life.

oh darling even if it will not be with me all i will wish in the end was to see you happy~

𝚃𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎>