I know it can't be last forever
it is going to be morning
I must go and hide myself
because no one like me
I'm so afraid of this world
in the end you will also leave me
I know that but still
I wish I could give you everything you deserve
because no one is like you
no one can even make me so special
like you do :(
I'm not living because I can't die
I want to live in this ashy world
I know there is no "forever" in this world
I'm fine "
by saying this my heart aches more
I know it's not true 😶
but if this word make you sure that I'm ok
then I can say that
I will take all the bad things and sadness alone
by saying you nothing
I can't say you 🌸
but........
I hope there will be someone who can understand me better than myself 😶.
shit again this thing...
I knew that I'm alone 😔but still expect some things that's not gonna be true
I'm stuck in it
I don't think,I will be out from it
fake promise can't stop me from thinking
don't say rubbish things like"it's gonna be alright "
The thing is we can't be able to do the things we want to :(
