In my opinion,the whole is filled with the thirst of romance. We people often misunderstand the word 'romance'. Romance doesn't always mean love affair but it's basically a love. But the word 'love' is not enough to explain the thirst/quench of this chaotic world. We get to meet so many people with each passing day. And they all have their own view about love. I also have my own view about love but I really didn't knew its true meaning. Neither do I now. There is no such particular definition/meaning to define love. "What exactly is love?" is a question that I ask myself time and again. And what surprises me the most is that even though the question that I ask myself is same but every time I ask I get a different new answer. This is also kinda confusing,right?
So, let's see what is the meaning of love in my opinion:
So,guys let me tell you a story...
a tale that I have made up in my mind/my own imaginary world where I can imagine what exactly is the meaning of love that I have chosen.
First;
Being born in a proper house hold, I always have got what I wanted. I no need to compromise anything. It was a blessing, I guess or I could rather say a gift of god. But what if the gift given by a god was being judged upon? Just because of his own sexual orientation.
Ever since I was a child, I was bound to learn everything while being pampered by the people around me.Even a single cut on my hand would worry everyone. Being the pampered prince with his own naughtiness and was also loved by everyone. There was so many laughter around me everywhere I go. Mom and dad were literally everything and really supportive. I thought that the happiness and support we have for each other will last forever. But where did I go wrong? I got to know that I was gay when I was a middle schooler. Was it my choice to be like that? I just accepted the fact that I was different from other and it really didn't bother me as I thought my family is right there to support me. Well, I guess I was wrong at this point. They were not there to support me when I needed them the most. Right after they knew about my sexual orientation, they outcast me from the family.Just like that I became a outsider to them. The only one who was their hope became the disgrace for their family so soon in a shift. Sorrow, sadness, pins were everywhere. The family who would worry when I even had a single cut on my hand didn't event hesitate to raise their hand on me. The family who was the reason of my happiness suddenly becomes the reason of my sadness, tears and pains. What was I supposed to do at this point?
This is where I learnt that love is a form of happiness, sadness as well as pains.
Second;
When my own family out casted me,I was afraid that no one would accept me. But still there stood someone who was willing to stay beside me and that was my best friend. She knew that I was gay all along the way. But she supported me in all my difficulties. She was the one whom I trusted and was also one of the reason of my happiness along with my family. I was really happy to get a best friend like her or should I say a family like her. After being out casted by my family, I stayed with her. She would do anything to make me happy and always cheer me up.
But I didn't except that she was just with me because of my fame and money. After a few months staying with her, she started to show her true colour. She had always hated me for a long time because the person she loved had always loved me. She just wanted to take revenge on me. And also I got to know that she was the one who told my family about me being gay. But I guess the way she elaborated it leads them to misunderstood me. She just framed me and my family just believed it.
What a mess created by life. She just photo shopped my photo and told my parents that I was messing around with people for some money. And my parents choosed to believed her rather than believing their own blood. I was really devasted to hear all that. Neither I can believe myself and the people that I have trusted upon. I really wanted to kill her at that moment. But I couldn't do so. The person whom I always thought as a family betrayed me. Like my own family out casted me, she was no better than them. Like I gave her a title family. So, guessed birds of a same feather flock together came true. What a perfect match,right?
This is where I learnt that love is hatred and betrayal.
A/N; I will complete it again some other day. So,wait for it. Bye🤗😄
