two years in I'll wait till the feeling hits
may be I just haven't let it go
for four years I was waiting for you
you increased my hopes
but I didn't except you were just acting
from a never ending chats to silence
from a place beside you to being alone
and here I thought you were the one
but here iam being broken again and again
the one I need the most is far away leaving me here in the dark
being isolated and abandoned again brings my old memories which were about to fade away
from a cheerful person to emotionless one
bottling up inside is all I can do
it gets heavier and heavier
but no one is here to share
~shruti
(kookie'scookie)