Do you think I am living a wonderful life? Nah I am not..it has been two days we last talked..but look I am the one who is missing you..yeah it hurts it hurts when I think about you it makes me cry when I think why you are not missing me...but you know what I can't tell you this😔you will think that I am clingy but trust me I am not like that.....
when I noticed that you are online but still not replying me I understood that I am irritating you but still texted to you see is this true 🙂
breaking my heart it came out " I am busy talk with you later " I didn't expect it from you after waiting all day just for you....you think I have no work I am free but it's not like that...I just make me available for you whenever you need me....but unlucky me don't get any attention for you......I see you are fine without me.....but my heart still waits for you...when you will text or call me 🙂I wanted you to love me more than I do...I challenged myself just for you but as a result I got only pain and pain...
is it my fault to love you?
I wanted to tell you so many things but after being ignored by you it makes me sick to think about it...am i that bad that you ignore me........
today I wanted to text you becoz I care about you....later it hurts my ego for being so stupid for you....I don't want to miss you anymore it just you who created the painful memory with me now its killing me.....yes its killing me I tried to forget it but it didn't work...faking a smile and saying it's okay is the hardest thing in this life now I am experiencing it......yes I hope at least you will come to meet me here...no not my house...in hospital...mom dad is crying beside me...after all I was their one and only daughter.....now doctors gave permission to take away my body....I hope I could see you at least before leaving the last breath.....but unfortunately I couldn't tell you the last words that I always wanted to tell....😔😔😔but I wish you will get someone who will make you happy unlike me🙂
BY SUMMER❤
